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Hi all,
I am not sure if i am an addict or not. My therapist says i am, but i dabble in basically whatever is in front of me. The problem is, i have a poor financial situation, which causes me to binge bi-weekly.
I think a lot of people get the misconception that all addicts are everyday users, where in reality i think a lot of addicts are just waiting for their next paychecks to put it all up their nose in one night, like me.
I want this thread to be a safe heaven for people like me to discuss our issues out loud.
I'll start:
I've recently been introduced to meth, and i am spending all my money on it. Even money i need for food, i now get free lunches at one of the homeless shelters around the city. I have absolutely no money saved. I am looking to stop this vicious cycle, but i feel i have nothing in life to hold on to except for drugs. No significant other, no friends, and not even much self love. I don't really take care of myself, and it shows. Hopefully i will be able to break this cycle, but i really see it as my only way of life, for now.
I am not sure if i am an addict or not. My therapist says i am, but i dabble in basically whatever is in front of me. The problem is, i have a poor financial situation, which causes me to binge bi-weekly.
I think a lot of people get the misconception that all addicts are everyday users, where in reality i think a lot of addicts are just waiting for their next paychecks to put it all up their nose in one night, like me.
I want this thread to be a safe heaven for people like me to discuss our issues out loud.
I'll start:
I've recently been introduced to meth, and i am spending all my money on it. Even money i need for food, i now get free lunches at one of the homeless shelters around the city. I have absolutely no money saved. I am looking to stop this vicious cycle, but i feel i have nothing in life to hold on to except for drugs. No significant other, no friends, and not even much self love. I don't really take care of myself, and it shows. Hopefully i will be able to break this cycle, but i really see it as my only way of life, for now.