Better days ahead

[crazyhairman]

I came here a couple hours ago to talk about pain and suicidal thoughts. I'm not having a great time lately. No relapse, no breakup , not broke, I just have some pain. It makes me a little crazy I guess. Kinda puts me back in those days.

Anyway . I came , I posted on someone else's thread about something else. I feel better Sitting here watching the wonder years. Knowing one day I'll be laying up in my hospital bed all alone , with only strangers around me. And as bad as the pain is as much as I want to stop it , I'd give everything to go back to this moment. And then I'll let go

 

[M1sterEd]

Nothing like being depressed. What are you doing to get yourself out of your funk, besides feeling sorry for yourself? Life is hard and the ones who succeed are the one's who've learned to cope with the changes that life throws at us. Your not alone but if you want to feel better you to do something about whatever has you down. Be proactive get off your couch and do something you enjoy.

Knowing one day I'll be laying up in my hospital bed all alone , with only strangers around me. And as bad as the pain is as much as I want to stop it , I'd give everything to go back to this moment. And then I'll let go. So you have it all planned out? These thoughts may seem to serve you now in your present condition, but they are not true and you know it. Let off some steam get angry go break some glass you'll feel better once you get adrenalin pumping through your system.

You are in charge of your life stop wasting away your time.