Best place and time to use opioids?

[stillnotdre]

I have about 25 mg of hydrocodone and I'm internally torn on what to do with it. I'm going to take it, but I have no idea when I should use it. I'm not big on opiates, mostly because I struggle with addiction enough already so I try to moderate my use of them. As a result I have a pretty low tolerance so 25mg will have me feeling great, but after that it's gone. I have been saving it for a couple months thinking I would use it on Christmas Eve with my family, because I have such a hard time around family I figured I would use it then to brighten my mood. However, is that going to suck? My mom is a hyper-irritable pain in my ass, so I'm worried if she figure out I'm high she scream her head off, or worse she won't notice and she will still yell at me all night. I'm comfortable being high around others, but I wont be able to do whatever I want such as listen to music or take a nap. The night will probably consist of drunk relatives, shitty food, some poker, bitter people because they lost at poker, and maybe 2 and 1/2 people I like or can tolerate. Of course all of that is required you don't get the option to not participate, and since I missed thanksgiving I might already be the verbal punching bag of my idiotic family. I can't even imagine going through the night sober, but I also dont want to waste my hydro... I'd much rather use it on New Year's Eve, but due to my social anxiety and crippling depression I have no friends or plans for that night. You guys have any recommendations for me? Any advice would be greatly appreciated.

P.S. I just made this account today, so let me know if there is a better place to post this.

 

[pill_billy]

jesus man... your over thinkin it WAY WAY WAY to much... thats fukin insane that months ago you thought, well shit i better save all 25mg to get through xmas... id barely even feel 25 mg, at my peak i was doin 300+mgs of oxycodone a day... but at the end of the day its up to you but in my opion if its gna get you tht fucked up mabe you wana take half on xmas half on new years... mabe all of it new years and drink a beer or smke a bowl for xmas... again i dont know how your family is but its a thought...

 

[BeachBum4u]

Almost sounds like a waste for X-mas. It sounds like things are going to be so stressful, it may be like you didn't take it at all. I'd be more inclined to take it when things are less crazy and it can be enjoyed, and you can do your thing (like listen to music and nap if you wish).