People say the love the games, but personally I hate it. It's 90 percent bullshit with 5 percent indifference and another 5 of pleasure. Here's a question we all have to ask ourselves. If you could magically turn your money into your DOC, would you wanna have to drive to get it and deal with the waiting and the shady people, or would you just wanna instantly have the drug?
Besides the actual drug...what do you enjoy about the drug game?
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I can't really say I still play this game. There's nothing to enjoy about having to pop a pill or two, so your muscles don't contract involuntarily and you hold a cup of tea not spilling it all. Back in the days I enjoyed the whole atmosphere around shooting up opioids. If I was at home (and most of the time I had), then I always played some nostalgic rock or trance/progressive/house and injected during the climax of a song. Years later these moments are killing me and all the tracks I heard nodding out are now some nostalgic/psychedelic to me. I enjoyed re-visiting places once visited while being high, again, such experiences created nostalgic strings between those places and me.
And people of course. I mean my non-using friends and there was just a bunch of us overdoing morphine all the time who I was really close with. My first girlfriend was a heroin/morphine addict, so I can also say I enjoyed our sex life, she never did anything I would take as offending to me as a man, and I was 16-17 then, and she was just 1 year older. But this game also took away from me roughly half of all my girlfriends with my first girlfriend having passed away. ;,,(
Now I'm standing aside this game, there's hardly anything to enjoy about my current lifestyle. Speed to get myself on my feet and turn on self-confidence, then cannabis to ease the angry during the comedown. Most of the time all by myself.
The latter of course, I don't think dealing with dealers is any fun. Especially if they're paranoid and think of themselves as if they were the only ones dealing. Plus they're insecure very often even more than their clients (e.g. hot phone numbers or drawing attention by acting overly cautious). The good ones are those who just ask what you need, do the deal, give you his/her phone number, all in one minute. Also, visiting some dealers at home was interesting IME, all those chats making the whole deal look as if they were selling vegetables.
And people of course. I mean my non-using friends and there was just a bunch of us overdoing morphine all the time who I was really close with. My first girlfriend was a heroin/morphine addict, so I can also say I enjoyed our sex life, she never did anything I would take as offending to me as a man, and I was 16-17 then, and she was just 1 year older. But this game also took away from me roughly half of all my girlfriends with my first girlfriend having passed away. ;,,(
Now I'm standing aside this game, there's hardly anything to enjoy about my current lifestyle. Speed to get myself on my feet and turn on self-confidence, then cannabis to ease the angry during the comedown. Most of the time all by myself.
The latter of course, I don't think dealing with dealers is any fun. Especially if they're paranoid and think of themselves as if they were the only ones dealing. Plus they're insecure very often even more than their clients (e.g. hot phone numbers or drawing attention by acting overly cautious). The good ones are those who just ask what you need, do the deal, give you his/her phone number, all in one minute. Also, visiting some dealers at home was interesting IME, all those chats making the whole deal look as if they were selling vegetables.
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dopemaster
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SEX. I mean junkie chicks trick off for next to nothing. You can even turn around and rent them out. Hell I fuck women that are like ten years older than me for pills if I have too.
Also the games you play. I put the Man in manipulate. I could win a fucking oscar for my performances.
Hospitals used to be so much fun. I could just go into a hospital screaming and get like 7 shots of morphine. They are kinda catching on these days... Plus how many times can you say something like "I fell down the stairs" or "I hurt my bad joint, Im on a gazillion pain meds so I have a high tolerance, look it up if you dont believe me."
Also the games you play. I put the Man in manipulate. I could win a fucking oscar for my performances.
Hospitals used to be so much fun. I could just go into a hospital screaming and get like 7 shots of morphine. They are kinda catching on these days... Plus how many times can you say something like "I fell down the stairs" or "I hurt my bad joint, Im on a gazillion pain meds so I have a high tolerance, look it up if you dont believe me."
Seyer
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Yup! ^
My "friends" were awesome. They were recreational (mostly) users who knew that I got good drugs. I knew them all before they even found out about my drug use (and vice-versa) so when the topic finally came up sexual relationships eventually developed that essentially centered themselves around drug use haha.
Elkat13
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The only things that I love almost as much as the drug itself is the injection. Prepping the shot, feeling he entry, seeing he blood flash into the chamber. I would shoot everything if I could. Sometimes it takes me hours to hit because of overused shitty veins, but even then, I'd rather be doing nothing else. That time is mine time.
Screw picking up from dealers, coping on the streets, the lousy "junky friends" you meat. I all I want is o feel that spike in enter my body. But even then, nothing quite scratches that itch like Junk does. Although meth, coke, pills, acid, mescaline, whatever all have their advantages too
Screw picking up from dealers, coping on the streets, the lousy "junky friends" you meat. I all I want is o feel that spike in enter my body. But even then, nothing quite scratches that itch like Junk does. Although meth, coke, pills, acid, mescaline, whatever all have their advantages too
Well having to wait while in withdrawal aside, I would still take having to drive to get it over just instantly having it. I can become enough of a shut-in while strung out that I prefer to at least have some interaction and adventure in my day if I'm just going to head home after copping most of the time.
JeanJM
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Mines a little boring but I like doing a really hard days work, coming home, getting in my PJs and cracking open many pills for a CWE then sitting in front of the PC with my heater waiting for that calm to wash over and play games all night.
When I was younger it was meeting other E lovers at the club and just talking nonsense all night with strangers haha
For some reason I really enjoy popping pills out of the plastic O.O
When I was younger it was meeting other E lovers at the club and just talking nonsense all night with strangers haha
For some reason I really enjoy popping pills out of the plastic O.O
deidara
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The only things that I love almost as much as the drug itself is the injection. Prepping the shot, feeling he entry, seeing he blood flash into the chamber. I would shoot everything if I could. Sometimes it takes me hours to hit because of overused shitty veins, but even then, I'd rather be doing nothing else. That time is mine time.
Screw picking up from dealers, coping on the streets, the lousy "junky friends" you meat. I all I want is o feel that spike in enter my body. But even then, nothing quite scratches that itch like Junk does. Although meth, coke, pills, acid, mescaline, whatever all have their advantages too
You just read my mind
Just knowing I have ENOUGH on me/in my possession.
I get weekly prescriptions for 100mg oxy, but I take 2-3 times that.
So my favourite time is when I got enough or MORE than enough to get me through another week or so.
Having a decent stash is the best feeling in the world (beside using, of course lol)
I get weekly prescriptions for 100mg oxy, but I take 2-3 times that.
So my favourite time is when I got enough or MORE than enough to get me through another week or so.
Having a decent stash is the best feeling in the world (beside using, of course lol)
littlepenguin
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I see that you also put the "dick" in ridiculous.
When I get bag or stash or whatever you wanna call it. Especially if I could afford I nice big one. I can control myself pretty well, as long as I allow myself to feel good. I don't mean like getting fucked up. Just enough to feel normal or slightly good.
The stress of running out disappearing for a while.
The stress of running out disappearing for a while.
hangyourhead
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When I got my money up and I feel like the fucking man: I can take gorgeous women out on dates and buy them shit and then fuck the dog shit outta them. I can roll up blunts of medicinal for whoever is rolling with me at that time. I can make sure none of my friends are dopesick and that everybody's eating proper and good.
Other than when I'm not doing so well financially. There's something about the cruise through the slums I love. Then mad dboys throw testers of points of heroin and cocaine (to try) then their trap phone number to call them and tell them if you like their dope batch. Met some of my best dealers (with most high-quality dope) this way
Dont incriminate yourself.
Other than when I'm not doing so well financially. There's something about the cruise through the slums I love. Then mad dboys throw testers of points of heroin and cocaine (to try) then their trap phone number to call them and tell them if you like their dope batch. Met some of my best dealers (with most high-quality dope) this way
Dont incriminate yourself.
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i always enjoyed/enjoy when things line up just right without the usual headaches that i'm sure so many of us are just used to. examples... going out for some drinks with friends and just being in a good mood knowing that i have a few pills in my pocket ready to go whenever i want. cashing a paycheck and not having to play phone tag/go on long, complicated logistical nightmares to get whats desired! the feeling when you get that text thats says "i'm here, come outside" and you know things will be golden in a few minutes! 
hazmatz
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I love how it brings you closer to people. My father and I used to be very distant, never understood or loved eachother, but drugs helped us bond. In addition to that, I met a girl about a year ago and partying with her is a lot of fun. I might ask her out soon 
midnight11
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I love the feeling of getting a DOC after going without it for a few days. I love to binge (not binge really, just use something consistently for up to 7 days,) stop using it, let my tolerance go down and start feeling "normal" again, then that amazing feeling when you first take it a few days after. I love it....there's something about the ritual that's almost masochistic and controlled yet also super indulgent and selfish that the contrast makes it really wonderful.
GBM
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I like the social aspect around it. Especially with stimulants. We would do lines and stay up talking for hours, its just a good vibe. I like to chilll and blaze with my friends now just relax play some games.
Back before I quit selling my favourite part of the game was the money. So. Much. Money.
I'm trying to imagine how the hell this would work. How the hell do you get it to closed enough to crush a pill :S
Back before I quit selling my favourite part of the game was the money. So. Much. Money.
I'm trying to imagine how the hell this would work. How the hell do you get it to closed enough to crush a pill :S
xstayfadedx
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The adventure of picking up drugs and then the ride back after you scored...
The people you meet who become your drug buddies
The sex, sex, sex besides for the times where you're just like fuck it
Just the whole ritual of doing things, yep.
The people you meet who become your drug buddies
The sex, sex, sex besides for the times where you're just like fuck it
Just the whole ritual of doing things, yep.