Okay, hear me out.
I know this isn't smart. I know of the addiction. I used to be on heroin for about two years. I spent three years off of it then found PST.
Every drug addict likely has an excuse for their habbit. I promise this isn't an excuse, it's the reason.
I do not have an id, birth certifcate, or my SS card I'm stuck in a legal honey pot. My mother passed way, and I don't know my father. I've been trying to get it back for 8 years.
This means that I can't see a Dr or a mental health expert. No ID, no service.
This means that anything that I have to get fixed, I have to go to the er for. And the emergancy room doesn't have a way to deal with my PTSD, and the resulting panic attacks, anxiety attacks, and other unpleasent stuff long term. And I get it, that's not what they are there for. So if I'm in the er for something else, they don't mind helping me manage my problems. But the moment I leave, I'm on my own again.
So, with no other options, I use PST.
But I need to know. How much harm is my daily habit going to do to me over time? I'm 33 right now. Assuming I use it every day and never overdose (which I have never done. I'm too paranoid so overly cautious.) what parts of my body will be most effected, and what does this do to total lifespans??
Thanks peoples.
Side note, I remembered how much of a focus this board puts on harm reduction, so I figured this was the best place to ask.
EDIT: I don't want anyone getting the wrong idea because I have Ptsd. I have not served in any branch of the military. Although a solid chunk of my family did serve. My PTSD comes from somewhere else, that I 'm not comfortable talking about in a public space like this. I'm not intending to be rude, but I just can't talk about it here. I hope that makes sense.
I know this isn't smart. I know of the addiction. I used to be on heroin for about two years. I spent three years off of it then found PST.
Every drug addict likely has an excuse for their habbit. I promise this isn't an excuse, it's the reason.
I do not have an id, birth certifcate, or my SS card I'm stuck in a legal honey pot. My mother passed way, and I don't know my father. I've been trying to get it back for 8 years.
This means that I can't see a Dr or a mental health expert. No ID, no service.
This means that anything that I have to get fixed, I have to go to the er for. And the emergancy room doesn't have a way to deal with my PTSD, and the resulting panic attacks, anxiety attacks, and other unpleasent stuff long term. And I get it, that's not what they are there for. So if I'm in the er for something else, they don't mind helping me manage my problems. But the moment I leave, I'm on my own again.
So, with no other options, I use PST.
But I need to know. How much harm is my daily habit going to do to me over time? I'm 33 right now. Assuming I use it every day and never overdose (which I have never done. I'm too paranoid so overly cautious.) what parts of my body will be most effected, and what does this do to total lifespans??
Thanks peoples.
Side note, I remembered how much of a focus this board puts on harm reduction, so I figured this was the best place to ask.
EDIT: I don't want anyone getting the wrong idea because I have Ptsd. I have not served in any branch of the military. Although a solid chunk of my family did serve. My PTSD comes from somewhere else, that I 'm not comfortable talking about in a public space like this. I'm not intending to be rude, but I just can't talk about it here. I hope that makes sense.
