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Bluelighter
What am I doing?
Why can I not see
That by pushing everyone away
I am my own worst enemy
I want to be Happy
I want to be with someone
But every time, I get Scared
And it is over before it has begun
I am Safe when I am Alone
No one can Hurt me here
In my self imposed prison
Where no one ban come near
Yes, I am Lonely
But, think of the cost
If I were to let someone in
My Heart could become lost
I am scared
I am Afraid
I am the one who has to live
With the decisions that I have made
I wish that I could stop this
I wish that it could end
But how can that happen
When I see Heartbreak around every bend
Why can I not see
That by pushing everyone away
I am my own worst enemy
I want to be Happy
I want to be with someone
But every time, I get Scared
And it is over before it has begun
I am Safe when I am Alone
No one can Hurt me here
In my self imposed prison
Where no one ban come near
Yes, I am Lonely
But, think of the cost
If I were to let someone in
My Heart could become lost
I am scared
I am Afraid
I am the one who has to live
With the decisions that I have made
I wish that I could stop this
I wish that it could end
But how can that happen
When I see Heartbreak around every bend
