I haven't had any meth since Wednesday. Am not feeling so much apathy as I am chronic fatigue. I can barely make it to work, I stay there, then come home sleep 12-13 hrs. Everything is closed so I can't take care of any business when I get off work. Plus something fucked up happened. I found out why my bank account is WAY fucking low. First I forgot to write in my checkbook that I took out $100 on Tuesday the 5th, what a bust. I used to do that shit all the time when I was strung out, and I did it again. Indication right there I need to lay off the shit. Then the bank charged me $24 for a bounced check that they covered, PLUS this company I ordered something off the internet from advertised $1.97 for their product. When I talked to Aimee about it she said watch out, they take $72.14 out every month. I checked with the bank, sure enough, they did. So I had to cancel my card, open up an investigation to hopefully get my money back for an amount of money I did NOT authorize, fuck. I have no debit card that works now, and down to the last $50 in my account and can't even get any of that because I have to write out a check for cash to my bank, but they are closed when I get off work and I'm so tired I sleep during the day. This describes the fucked up mess I've been living the past few days.
