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webrollin

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Iv been taking e and mollys for about 3 months now n have been taking up to 3-4 times a month maybe even more, so I built up a tolerance but yesterday/this morning I had thoughts of suicide and am I god? and that I can controll anything and I was scared to sleep because I thought I wasnt gonna wake up n thinking really hard about where you go when you die.

I took 3 mollys threw the night from 9pm -3am and around 5am-6am I started thinking that. I took 3 the day before and probably only got 2 hours off sleep then rolled again.

But has anybody had thoughs thoughts before ?

and also the mollys iv been taking are the same n I rolled fine before with them but didnt have anything close to it
 
Like everything in the world makes sence but I dont know if its right the way I feel, Like do I normally think this way when im sober or am I that fucked up, and If I am sober I want to roll to see if its true or not. I literaly feel like I can control the world and think I can do and see everything in the world in my mind so theres no point of being here? But I know its wrong and I want to stay...
 
you sound like you should'nt be messing with drugs. some people cant handle the comedowns and cant give drugs the respect they need. STAY AWAY FROM DRUGS!!!!!!
 
Sounds like ultralow serotonin levels, u need stop MDMA at least for a year.IMO or you will get those panic attacks and depression. And go get some DIAZEPAM! :)
 
Sleep could be your best friend - take a break and get some rest. Lay off the stims/drugs for a while and give yourself time to recover.

I would like to bet you that within a few days of rest you will be feeling a lot better than you do now.
 
webrollin said:
Like everything in the world makes sence but I dont know if its right the way I feel, Like do I normally think this way when im sober or am I that fucked up, and If I am sober I want to roll to see if its true or not. I literaly feel like I can control the world and think I can do and see everything in the world in my mind so theres no point of being here? But I know its wrong and I want to stay...
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You sound like you're on the brink of a drug induced psychotic break. Seriously man, get some sleep, some good food and water, and then some more sleep. And above all lay off the drugs for a good long while.

You'll be fine again after that, and in no time you'll think back on this with a laugh, wondering what the hell you were doing rolling so often.
 
I agree with the others encouraging you to abstain from drug use, usage is having a pretty big negative impact on your life.

You have been using far too frequently as well. The long term effects of mdma use (abuse) are not clear at this point. Please stop abusing this drug before you find yourself in deeper psychological trouble.

Please be safe.
 
holly shit I am so glad that i came to this forum to learn about X before i really started using it. Thanks for all of the advise.
 
Take a break. Take care of yourself. See a doctor.

I hesitated with that last bit of advice and I would like to clarify. Don't go to the emergency in a panic. Maybe schedule an appointment and calmly explain to a psychiatrist what is going on. You don't want to be hospitalized and it might not be needed. What you really need right now is an anti-anxiety medication or possibly an anti-psychotic med.

It could pass it days or weeks. Sometimes it takes months or years. This will pass but likely not without help from a doctor.

You can PM if you want to talk about this. I've been there.
 
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