smoothchili
Bluelighter
Sitting in my bedroom confused and distraut, seems these methadones is all that I got, God I love how they make me numb, allows me to forget about everything you've done.
Cause unlike you they make me feel good, but even when I'm buzzed sometimes I wish you would, Do one thing right just maybe tonight, even though you fuck with me everyday and all night.
Maybe I'm a dreamer asking you for this, call me what you wish cause I can't even get pissed, You've drove me beyond a thin red line, I'm at a point of no return swimming in your sea of lies.
Once upon a time everything was alright, it's like I try to go back by getting fucked up at night, Even tho it's hopeless to even pursue it, and I'de probably sell my soul if I was able to do it.
But still I try while wondering why, cause I don't even know who you might be fucking tonight, Know I'de do anything just to catch you two, you probably think I'm playing but if you only knew.
Watch how I drown inside a bottle everyday, and eat these pain pills while I slowly waste away, It doesn't bother you but I wish it would, and as disturbing as it is I think it probably should.
Never understood how you were able to do it, don't feed me bullshit how you were under the influence, It breaks me down to where I'm on my knees, should I really have to ask you to quit cheating on me?
Smoothchili
Cause unlike you they make me feel good, but even when I'm buzzed sometimes I wish you would, Do one thing right just maybe tonight, even though you fuck with me everyday and all night.
Maybe I'm a dreamer asking you for this, call me what you wish cause I can't even get pissed, You've drove me beyond a thin red line, I'm at a point of no return swimming in your sea of lies.
Once upon a time everything was alright, it's like I try to go back by getting fucked up at night, Even tho it's hopeless to even pursue it, and I'de probably sell my soul if I was able to do it.
But still I try while wondering why, cause I don't even know who you might be fucking tonight, Know I'de do anything just to catch you two, you probably think I'm playing but if you only knew.
Watch how I drown inside a bottle everyday, and eat these pain pills while I slowly waste away, It doesn't bother you but I wish it would, and as disturbing as it is I think it probably should.
Never understood how you were able to do it, don't feed me bullshit how you were under the influence, It breaks me down to where I'm on my knees, should I really have to ask you to quit cheating on me?
Smoothchili
thanks