For a while now I have been pondering the reaction that took place when I tried a bombed 100mg - 100mg mephedrone / methylone combo a while ago. I have included my experience and what followed below and would be very interested to know what others think about this and what preceded. I hear a lot about this combo recently and people trying it, and from researching and reading trip reports it seems to go one of two ways per individual; some experience a mdma like experience while some experience horrible anxiety and panic attacks; myself being the latter.
I had eaten very little on the day in question so had an empty stomach when taking this combo. Bombing 100mg of each substance I listened to music as he normally did. Again the only effects seem to be the heightened perception; music sounded good. slight visual enchantment. The euphoria was again missing and cold rushes were experienced. After about 1 hour I began to feel traces of euphoria accompanying the cold rushes and it was almost like I tried to force this euphoria on. After about 2 hours, I was feeling in a good mood, sitting listening enjoying the music when suddenly I began to feel like my throat was being attacked. I did the worst possibly thing you could do and in that split second of feeling this I told myself I was going to die, which obviously made things much worse. Immediately I was walking crazy around the house, all the lights on, repeatedly feeling this sensation of my throat being attacked, like I was unable to swallow and washed over with bad feeling and a sinking feeling at times. Without thinking I took off out the door and felt I had to walk, get into the air, so I took off not knowing a destination, all the while feeling this terrible throat sensation at select times. After about half a mile I decided to head toward the hospital and for the next 2 hours or so did laps in front of the hospital, every time the sensation getting worse I would approach the hospital, obviously not wanting to go in but prepared to if it came to that. I eventually returned home, still feeling this throat sensation at times, sometimes worst than other times but definitely still there. Thinking at that time it could be down to hydration I proceeded to a lot of water over the next little while, not overdoing however, knowing the effects of too much water while effected by a substance such as methylone etc. For the next couple of days I felt this sensation, almost always accompanied by the feeling of worry as I realize I may not be able to swallow. This led me to swallow almost constantly, somehow afraid if I didn't I would forget how to and choke. Obviously this sounds very stupid now but at the time this was my displaced frame of mind.
Over the next little while I still felt this sensation at select times, and almost each time stupidly worried I was on the way out, very stupid thinking and did nothing but exasperate the feeling. It was less pronounced in the coming days but defiantly still there, more so when I thought about it when actively eating, worrying I could not swallow etc, obviously doing myself no favors.
For a large part of the week following I was not in a good mood, having lost my job and at times fighting with my roomate over stupid things, being in a very bad mood, not wanting to talk to anyone, feeling depressed and not myself. This is very out of the ordinary as I had always been a generally happy person. (Obviously a lot of this could be down to the usual serotonin depletion and seriously low neuro balance experienced after taking a substance such as methylone / mephedrone.)
Despite a promise of returning to work and things seemed to be getting back on the level my mood was still noticeably affected and I was often in bad moods and not feeling like talking to people. On the Sat of this same week and feeling terrible I very stupidly decided to try more methylone. This was the most stupid idea I know and most defiantly could have been a large factor in how much worse the situation got. Around this time I was still experiencing the throat sensation, albeit not as bad but it was still there.
I took 250 mg orally with water on an empty stomach. As usual the music went on. My mood at this time was shaky and as situation and state of mind affect a trip in such a way it very stupid to be taking methylone at this time. The effects began to take hold after about 5 mins and my heart began beating faster and where normally I would let the effect take hold I was actively fighting it off, the throat sensation coming on bad, until I had himself into a state, obviously the methylone exaggerating this tenfold. I had to go find my friend as I had to talk to someone and immediately I decided to go for a walk like before. I was experiencing what I then worked out to be panic attacks. Over the course of the next while I experienced these to a severe level, walking around for hours, thinking if I returned home I would be worse in the house. Over this course of time myself and my friend talked about a lot of issues, things I could not have when I was sober, explaining my mood the previous days and how it no doubt effected my friend. This intense introspection was all among the panic attack and throat sensation, at times I could not talk in complete sentences such was the condition. Finally I returned home, calmed down a little, but still feeling the throat sensation at selective times. It was after this that the negative body stimulation took over, almost becoming too much to handle and I had to walk around outside the house to cool it off, inside was almost too much. I then went to bed a little while later, still experiencing the throat sensation and light panic attacks at times. The next day I had the typical methylone side effects.
I now know that the sensation which manifested itself the first time after the combo was a panic attack, however I have no idea where it came from as my mood at the time was enjoying the music one minute then suddenly hit with that sensation of my throat being attacked the next. Originally I came to the conclusion that through the introspective soul searching and changes brought about by my experiences on methylone and how they helped me to realize and open up aspects of my life, transcending on to a deeper level of consciousness bringing to the surface the negative aspects, manifesting them as panic attacks. Obviously the mental strain I had placed on myself in the lead up to losing my job was very bad. I can't stress how much methylone has helped me to grasp major change in my life, finally seeing the big picture over the course of a month. My friend believes this is one of the defining factors in this manifestation of panic attacks, the realization of such a huge life defining difference in such a short amount of time. Another factor could be how I was not totally comfortable with my situations at that time, being out of work and and a lack of money meaning less social time is possible and more time in the house etc, in comparison to a healthy normal daily cycle.
In relation to the the reaction of the combo does it sound like serotonin syndrome or a seizure of some kind was experienced (in the months prior to this my experiences on methylone were very positive)? This has been my main worry for the last couple of months, perhaps some others can relate to this and have more insight.
The second similar reaction to a single dose of methylone I would attribute to the taking of a strong dose in a very short time of a difficult experience on the combo and how unbalanced and depleted neuro levels may have been.
Thanks to all taking the time to read this
I had eaten very little on the day in question so had an empty stomach when taking this combo. Bombing 100mg of each substance I listened to music as he normally did. Again the only effects seem to be the heightened perception; music sounded good. slight visual enchantment. The euphoria was again missing and cold rushes were experienced. After about 1 hour I began to feel traces of euphoria accompanying the cold rushes and it was almost like I tried to force this euphoria on. After about 2 hours, I was feeling in a good mood, sitting listening enjoying the music when suddenly I began to feel like my throat was being attacked. I did the worst possibly thing you could do and in that split second of feeling this I told myself I was going to die, which obviously made things much worse. Immediately I was walking crazy around the house, all the lights on, repeatedly feeling this sensation of my throat being attacked, like I was unable to swallow and washed over with bad feeling and a sinking feeling at times. Without thinking I took off out the door and felt I had to walk, get into the air, so I took off not knowing a destination, all the while feeling this terrible throat sensation at select times. After about half a mile I decided to head toward the hospital and for the next 2 hours or so did laps in front of the hospital, every time the sensation getting worse I would approach the hospital, obviously not wanting to go in but prepared to if it came to that. I eventually returned home, still feeling this throat sensation at times, sometimes worst than other times but definitely still there. Thinking at that time it could be down to hydration I proceeded to a lot of water over the next little while, not overdoing however, knowing the effects of too much water while effected by a substance such as methylone etc. For the next couple of days I felt this sensation, almost always accompanied by the feeling of worry as I realize I may not be able to swallow. This led me to swallow almost constantly, somehow afraid if I didn't I would forget how to and choke. Obviously this sounds very stupid now but at the time this was my displaced frame of mind.
Over the next little while I still felt this sensation at select times, and almost each time stupidly worried I was on the way out, very stupid thinking and did nothing but exasperate the feeling. It was less pronounced in the coming days but defiantly still there, more so when I thought about it when actively eating, worrying I could not swallow etc, obviously doing myself no favors.
For a large part of the week following I was not in a good mood, having lost my job and at times fighting with my roomate over stupid things, being in a very bad mood, not wanting to talk to anyone, feeling depressed and not myself. This is very out of the ordinary as I had always been a generally happy person. (Obviously a lot of this could be down to the usual serotonin depletion and seriously low neuro balance experienced after taking a substance such as methylone / mephedrone.)
Despite a promise of returning to work and things seemed to be getting back on the level my mood was still noticeably affected and I was often in bad moods and not feeling like talking to people. On the Sat of this same week and feeling terrible I very stupidly decided to try more methylone. This was the most stupid idea I know and most defiantly could have been a large factor in how much worse the situation got. Around this time I was still experiencing the throat sensation, albeit not as bad but it was still there.
I took 250 mg orally with water on an empty stomach. As usual the music went on. My mood at this time was shaky and as situation and state of mind affect a trip in such a way it very stupid to be taking methylone at this time. The effects began to take hold after about 5 mins and my heart began beating faster and where normally I would let the effect take hold I was actively fighting it off, the throat sensation coming on bad, until I had himself into a state, obviously the methylone exaggerating this tenfold. I had to go find my friend as I had to talk to someone and immediately I decided to go for a walk like before. I was experiencing what I then worked out to be panic attacks. Over the course of the next while I experienced these to a severe level, walking around for hours, thinking if I returned home I would be worse in the house. Over this course of time myself and my friend talked about a lot of issues, things I could not have when I was sober, explaining my mood the previous days and how it no doubt effected my friend. This intense introspection was all among the panic attack and throat sensation, at times I could not talk in complete sentences such was the condition. Finally I returned home, calmed down a little, but still feeling the throat sensation at selective times. It was after this that the negative body stimulation took over, almost becoming too much to handle and I had to walk around outside the house to cool it off, inside was almost too much. I then went to bed a little while later, still experiencing the throat sensation and light panic attacks at times. The next day I had the typical methylone side effects.
I now know that the sensation which manifested itself the first time after the combo was a panic attack, however I have no idea where it came from as my mood at the time was enjoying the music one minute then suddenly hit with that sensation of my throat being attacked the next. Originally I came to the conclusion that through the introspective soul searching and changes brought about by my experiences on methylone and how they helped me to realize and open up aspects of my life, transcending on to a deeper level of consciousness bringing to the surface the negative aspects, manifesting them as panic attacks. Obviously the mental strain I had placed on myself in the lead up to losing my job was very bad. I can't stress how much methylone has helped me to grasp major change in my life, finally seeing the big picture over the course of a month. My friend believes this is one of the defining factors in this manifestation of panic attacks, the realization of such a huge life defining difference in such a short amount of time. Another factor could be how I was not totally comfortable with my situations at that time, being out of work and and a lack of money meaning less social time is possible and more time in the house etc, in comparison to a healthy normal daily cycle.
In relation to the the reaction of the combo does it sound like serotonin syndrome or a seizure of some kind was experienced (in the months prior to this my experiences on methylone were very positive)? This has been my main worry for the last couple of months, perhaps some others can relate to this and have more insight.
The second similar reaction to a single dose of methylone I would attribute to the taking of a strong dose in a very short time of a difficult experience on the combo and how unbalanced and depleted neuro levels may have been.
Thanks to all taking the time to read this
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