I agree. I have essentially fallen in love with people while on Mdma, connecting deeply with people I had never met and just raving it up having the time of our life... and then the next day I wouldn't even like to talk to them, we just didn't vibe. So I don't really miss it now. It's just another thing that's not for me, as a slightly autistic introvert, but I'm glad I had the experience. I'm just kicking myself for smokin' all that dope. If I ever rolled again, I would do so only in the close company of my friends but to be honest I never would. It feels wonderful, magical even, but I feel like it just takes away from me and it's one night versus the rest of my life.
Also I don't like supporting drug dealers, that's another thing I don't vibe with. The high level hard drug dealers are usually armed and dangerous, and they regularly commit murders. These clandestine drug labs sure do not do our planet well, either - there has been massive deforestation in Cambodia to produce this drug, and I'm pretty sure there's nothing stopping the producers from chucking their chemical waste products out in the woods to avoid detection. There isn't really any EHS protocol in place. This drug, and its cutting agents, have caused a great many premature overdose deaths on this planet. Imagine losing your child to a pill, because raving exists. Personally, I'd prefer to stay away from the scene, even if I am aware of proper harm reduction methods - not everyone will be. The whole thing is like a weird sort of global psychosis, in my opinion, it is overall quite destructive even though therapeutic uses in controlled settings are certainly possible. So there are these negative impacts to be aware of. In my opinion it is best to avoid street drugs altogether and just do your own thing if you want to get high. Maybe I got so hooked on pot, because my source was spraying it with synthetic cannabinoids, or something even worse than that, to make it stronger and more addictive even though it was great weed on its own. How could I ever be sure that they weren't? And I consider my serotonin to be sacred and precious, why continue to fuck with it on that level after having a good round with it when I was younger and didn't know any better. Shrooms are what I vibe with best, and I am looking forward to eating a nice, big mushroom cap months/years down the road once I can truly say that I have beaten my addiction and have made a full recovery. I just find, that there is very little bullshit with the shrooms - for my being, and for my environment. At least when you are staying away from the commercial mushroom trade, I certainly do not believe they should be sold on the street to high schoolers or frequently used. That is easily avoided with the mushroom, as they occur naturally and there is very low addiction potential. There is no perfect consciousness expanding drug, but for myself that is the closest thing.