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CentipedeKarma

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Hello Folks! I had an account before, abandoned it in summer 2023 as I was receiving weird messages, and just remade.

Love this site so bad! LOOOONG time lurker (mainly in Trip Reports (I've read practically every thread in there twice now)), like I've been lurking for 5+ years at this point.

I went through many things in the past year or so regarding my use, and am finally comfortable enough to be posting to this site again. :+)

Nice to see you all !

About Me: My name's Parker. I'm 22, autistic, and a drug user since 2018 (when I was 16). Started with alcohol, xanax (my mom's script), and weed, then moved onto everything else. I've tried roughly 40-50 different substances at this point, and am very experienced, however there is still plenty I do not know. Went to rehab for DXM abuse at 18, but now I try to moderate my use, and since I do not live with toxic people anymore (Coughs my parents), I am trying to be much more careful and sparse about my usage of substances other than cannabis (which I use medically). I live in Southwest, USA, with my boyfriend as well.

Drugs and such are a HUGE interest for me. My favorite class is dissociatives, by far. I tried writing my own TIHKaL/PIHKaL about dissos in 2021, however after 45 pages written in 2 months, I abandoned it. Maybe I'll pick it up and publish it eventually! :'+)

Thank you!
 
Do it! 👍 45 pages? I bet lots of people will be interested to read it. And oh yeah, welcome back. 😁
i actually did post the abandoned WIP to gumroad for $2, but i dont have my login anymore . :( However I have it on google docs, it can be found here! all of the info is relatively outdated as i hadnt touched it since late 2021, but ya!
 
Hello Folks! I had an account before, abandoned it in summer 2023 as I was receiving weird messages, and just remade.

Love this site so bad! LOOOONG time lurker (mainly in Trip Reports (I've read practically every thread in there twice now)), like I've been lurking for 5+ years at this point.

I went through many things in the past year or so regarding my use, and am finally comfortable enough to be posting to this site again. :+)

Nice to see you all !

About Me: My name's Parker. I'm 22, autistic, and a drug user since 2018 (when I was 16). Started with alcohol, xanax (my mom's script), and weed, then moved onto everything else. I've tried roughly 40-50 different substances at this point, and am very experienced, however there is still plenty I do not know. Went to rehab for DXM abuse at 18, but now I try to moderate my use, and since I do not live with toxic people anymore (Coughs my parents), I am trying to be much more careful and sparse about my usage of substances other than cannabis (which I use medically). I live in Southwest, USA, with my boyfriend as well.

Drugs and such are a HUGE interest for me. My favorite class is dissociatives, by far. I tried writing my own TIHKaL/PIHKaL about dissos in 2021, however after 45 pages written in 2 months, I abandoned it. Maybe I'll pick it up and publish it eventually! :'+)

Thank you!
hmmm, the dissociative book does actually sound kinda familiar, maybe it was you I heard the idea from?

If someone is sending you weird harassing messages, let me know, so I can dropkick the offender. Shame on them for running you off. Admittedly, spending too much time in this place can subject one to various levels of tomfoolery.

But welcome back! Glad you've returned, and I hope you stick around
 
hmmm, the dissociative book does actually sound kinda familiar, maybe it was you I heard the idea from?

If someone is sending you weird harassing messages, let me know, so I can dropkick the offender. Shame on them for running you off. Admittedly, spending too much time in this place can subject one to various levels of tomfoolery.

But welcome back! Glad you've returned, and I hope you stick around
Yea! you might've, my old username was heavening.

I did try to PM a mod about the troll, and all they said was "well he does that sometimes, sorry! :))" so.. yea.
 
yeah, he did do that sometimes, saw he was banned though, you're safe now 😁
 
Oh very sweet! thank
Speccy was just a little peculiar, to put it mildly, he probably didn't mean whatever he wrote, everything he said should be taken with a huge grain of salt. Don't let the weird people here scare you off again though, there's a lot of them. 😁
 
Speccy was just a little peculiar, to put it mildly, he probably didn't mean whatever he wrote, everything he said should be taken with a huge grain of salt. Don't let the weird people here scare you off again though, there's a lot of them. 😁
haha ok!! yeaaa i cant tell whats jokes and whats Not sometimes unfortunately so lmao... But yay :}
 
haha ok!! yeaaa i cant tell whats jokes and whats Not sometimes unfortunately so lmao... But yay :}
lol, tism is hard sometimes ain't it? :( you will get better at it, even through text, although it makes it so much harder sometimes to gauge intentions, but that's life really

btw, noone really knew at times if specified was serious or not though, it wasn't just you, most assumed he was just trolling, guess we'll never find out now if the feds placed listening devices all over his house, maybe they really did take him away
 
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