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Awkward, Self-Conscious, Paranoid

^mmhmm, i know, don't worry. i know when im going too far =)



PriestTheyCalledHim said:
So what happened to the lost pony?
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Uhhhhh, I don't think they ever found it. They put up a bunch of LOST PONY signs. I mean, that's like losing a car. That's serious business. He should've been sued, I wonder what kind of lie he told them. If he told them "oh i ditched it to have a cigarette" he'd be completely fucked.


oh, and, check it out!! he messages me on myspace today, inviting me for a job opportunity. and he's telling me LOTS of money is involved. and he was being SUPER serious about it. we kept going back and forth, back and forth, me not taking him seriously, because he's a useless tweaker stoner, and he's being VERY serious, talking about profits and business.... and then i realized, he got himself involved in a PYRAMID SCHEME!!!! AHAHAHAHA!!!! and he tried to bring me along, too. i just told him no, i don't do well with business people. didn't really tell him anything else =P hahahaha, he's fucked now. he even used the word "pyramid" to describe the marketing strategy, proving how unintelligent this fucker really is. cant WAIT to hear him running back all PISSED off at how incredibly broke he suddenly is ROFLMAO!!!
 
Dude join the Army or something, they won't force you to smoke dope and they'll whoop the drama queen right out of you.
 
wow, lame post. stop blaming others for being a prick 8)

but i used to be a serious stoner, smoking all day everyday, in the last 3 years ive basically had to stop because weed now just makes me paranoid. kinda sucks :\
 
I guess some of us go through our "little bitch periods." (i did too btw) You gotta stand up for yourself pretty quick. Life sucks much less then, and who knows, maybe the weed will be better too in that sort of changed mindset.

Or maybe find some other spazzes to hang out with who also smoke. Go participate in the local community college theater and you'll probably find the right people, lol. Stand up for yourself either way... :\
 
NomNomNom said:
Dude join the Army or something, they won't force you to smoke dope and they'll whoop the drama queen right out of you.
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wow, fuck that, my final goal in life is to fuck with the upcoming draft. and when i say fuck with, i mean im gonna make the government SCARED of drafting random civilians. you think im actually gonna join those fuckers? that'll just completely fuck up my plans LOL



ill.literate said:
I guess some of us go through our "little bitch periods." (i did too btw) You gotta stand up for yourself pretty quick. Life sucks much less then, and who knows, maybe the weed will be better too in that sort of changed mindset.

Or maybe find some other spazzes to hang out with who also smoke. Go participate in the local community college theater and you'll probably find the right people, lol. Stand up for yourself either way... :\
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dude, i've tried that before, and i ended up with an autistic 4chan obsessed pedophile who wouldn't stop talking to me. now THAT is something i just didn't tolerate. the guy had cartoon network porn in his backpack, conveniently for whenever he needed to get a boner. now i just cant trust theater ever again, im fucking scared :(
 
I have been to jail 3 times for weed and continue to serve my two year probation paying over about 10,000 dollars in fines and drug test and lawyers, if i got a ticket for weed i'd be pretty happy man. On the friend subject sometimes you have to drop them i had to do it or i would have been arrested a 4th time. All i did was sell them weed and get high with them and party, leading me down the same bullshit road i had been on, find new friends or just toke at home by yourself. It would relieve some anxiety/stress
 
your friends fucking suck. and i know because i have a few like them. they're moochers & manipulators. over this past summer i had this one friend, who i've known for years and years, call me every day to hang out. we'd get drunk, smoke a blunt, he'd even throw me some other goodies. it was cool, i had the car, he had the goods. we had a fucking BLAST all summer and became really close. then my birthday comes in august, and i call him up (he was my best friend at this point) and he feeds me some lame excuses as to why he can't come out to the bar.
"i don't have a ride" (i'll pick you up, ass)
"i don't have any money" (i'll buy you some, i got bday money from the fam)
"i have work in the morning anyway, i dont know..." (you never go to work, fool.)
so i get the point that he's not coming and tell him to call back if he changes his mind. anyway i go to the bar and i'm having a good time and he walks in. he comes over to me acting like he's such a nice guy for coming, telling me happy birthday and making small talk. then he proceeds to buy $50 in pot right in front of me and says "well i gotta go my rides out there waiting for me"

i just walked away and haven't talked to him since. there were other clues throughout the summer i picked up on, but shrugged it off thinking i was being paranoid. i realized his whole life is a quest for drugs. all he thinks about is where, when and how he's going to get 'em and he doesn't care who he has to use in the process. i also came to the conclusion that a lot of my friends are like that, so i said fuck 'em. i must admit it's pretty damn lonely in this small town. sometimes i even start to miss the fuck heads :P
 
i almost sent the entire above post to the head of the department i'm in at school. i had it copied to the clipboard because i got signed out of BL and had to sign back in to post a reply. i literally almost hit send to email this woman my homework when i see...


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your friends fucking suck. etc etc

hahaha. that would have been a disaster.
 
DiaLæT said:
oh yeah, that's another thing i despise about those fucking potheads. when they tell me to "chill out".

fuck yourself. i don't chill out. im a spaz and im proud of it. the reason i liked pot in the first place was because of all the bizarre shit i would come up with, but when i tried to express it to my stoner friends, they'd tell me to "chill out", or, in other words, "shut up". that's what it means, don't try to deny it.

the reason i posted this thread was to vent about my shitty recent life, and how i did nothing to solve it, and how pot was not the solution, and i've gotten positive responses and it's making me feel a hell of a lot better. now you're here to tell me to shut up. thanks a lot, asshole, appreciate it a ton, but it ain't fucking happening.
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When I said "chill out" I meant- relax with the negative shit. Its doing you more harm then good....

Anyhow, I'm sorry if I upset you, that wasn't my intent; however, I can see thatmy post was somewhat blase and thoughtless.

If your truly in need of help/advice, check out the Dark Side forum here; very helpful :) Asshole :p:D
 
lol...all this over a possession ticket? grow up please...
If you do have such a problem with them then don't call them to hang out, and when they call you tell them why you're pissed. "YOU DIDN'T BLOW THE SMOKE OUT THE WINDOW YOU FUCKAAA!" Something along those lines. :)
 
I feel the same way towards cannabis nowdays. When i started i felt so good, confident, it was awesome. I have abused marijuana for about 3.5 years (most times daily) and nowdays i can only really get stoned by myself or with close friends to actually enjoy it. Instead of happy and confident most times now i am awkward and self-conscious. Now I still love pot but its role has shifted from a social drug to something i enjoy solo or just with a few friends.
 
Sounds like a classic case of abuse over use for these guys. I would cut all ties with these people, clearly they are not good friends, so why put up with them in your life, especially if they are putting you in the fireing line for the cops.
 
I totally understand your frustration OP. One of my best friends when I was growing up is now all about getting stoned, drunk, nodding or what have you and only gets in touch with me to smoke weed or party. It's a shame that your friends are like that, but you're the one that became subservient to them. Quit blaming them for everything and take some responsibility for yourself. Do you really need to be such an asshole? does "not giving a fuck" about anything/anyone really make you feel better? Personally I give a fuck because I want other people to give a fuck. Just my two cents.
 
chrismarleyxd said:
op have you ever considered that your actually the asshole?
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you mean now or back then? i've already ADMITTED to being the asshole, im PROUD to call myself an asshole, but at least I don't use people. My friends were always nice people, but they'd ask for all kinds of favors that turned into basic demands. I mean, once they're in the car, and they ask for a ride somewhere distant, what can you do? Kick them out? Literally? Well, NOW it's an option, since I could give a fuck less about them not liking me. It was always an issue of making sure people liked me. That's where all the problems came in. Now it's not even the slightest bit of a problem. I put people on the spot now, saying "I'm not gonna give you a ride. If you're gonna be a bitch and not be my friend anymore, that's fine. Go right ahead."

That's a lot harder to do when I'm high. A LOT harder.


advice dog said:
I totally understand your frustration OP. One of my best friends when I was growing up is now all about getting stoned, drunk, nodding or what have you and only gets in touch with me to smoke weed or party. It's a shame that your friends are like that, but you're the one that became subservient to them. Quit blaming them for everything and take some responsibility for yourself. Do you really need to be such an asshole? does "not giving a fuck" about anything/anyone really make you feel better? Personally I give a fuck because I want other people to give a fuck. Just my two cents.
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Yes, it does. I used to give too much of a fuck about making sure people liked me. That's not a problem anymore. I'm actually better at dealing with people who don't like me than people who do. They're the fun ones. They're the ones scared to say outright that they don't like me. I shove middle fingers right into people's faces. Everyone's different, right? This is how I deal with social anxiety. Tell it to fuck itself =D

Sure, it's my fault for giving in every time like a pussy. But that just never happened when I was sober. They literally shoved pot into my face all the fucking time, and at the time I didn't think it was the pot. So now I know, pot amplifies my weaknesses, something I can't afford anymore. I haven't smoked pot in two months now, and all of these insecurities are officially gone.
 
eckley47 said:
i almost sent the entire above post to the head of the department i'm in at school. i had it copied to the clipboard because i got signed out of BL and had to sign back in to post a reply. i literally almost hit send to email this woman my homework when i see...


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your friends fucking suck. etc etc

hahaha. that would have been a disaster.
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oh god, LSD trip at Electric Daisy Carnival this year, I almost sent my dad a text saying I had a gun. Even worse than that, I actually pressed the send button. Just my fucking luck, reception failed, and I got an error message. Imagine if that sent. I dunno what the fuck I would've told him.

I'd go over WHY i thought it was appropriate to send such a text, but it's too complicated, I don't feel like typing all that out hahahahahaha
 
Nah I don't get that but when I was really young I frequently did.
 
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