jerseybrah
Bluelighter
I'm currently on like hour 51 of me being awake (e1/b1 responsible for the first 30 hours, adderall 20mg nasally about every 3 hours)
I (irresponsibly) used over 1g to myself (e1/b1 50/50) at the time i didnt feel so messed up, but in retrospect this little night should have ended after 6 hours...but i lack willpower, whatever, thats not what im here to ask about
i'm guessing near hour 20 of the binge probably just below 1g consumed to this point
I got weird thoughts, trippy, weird, not unlike high concentration cannabanoid blends, there was extreme euphoria the entire time and my brain kinda felt dumbed down and at moments mildly dissociative...i cant speak for duration because my short term memory is gone whenever i roll or do an RC
also going through my texts sent during this binge i was typing extremely long text messages that went on extremely far off tangents, im usually talkative but never tangential like that, the texts were very out of character for me but i had my phone the whole time so i know it was
but im curious what was that weird feeling? is that what brain damage feels like? (jk)
was this a case of stimulant psychosis?
it was indescribable...but i LOVED the feeling...hopefully that feeling isnt my brain shrinking
I (irresponsibly) used over 1g to myself (e1/b1 50/50) at the time i didnt feel so messed up, but in retrospect this little night should have ended after 6 hours...but i lack willpower, whatever, thats not what im here to ask about
i'm guessing near hour 20 of the binge probably just below 1g consumed to this point
I got weird thoughts, trippy, weird, not unlike high concentration cannabanoid blends, there was extreme euphoria the entire time and my brain kinda felt dumbed down and at moments mildly dissociative...i cant speak for duration because my short term memory is gone whenever i roll or do an RC
also going through my texts sent during this binge i was typing extremely long text messages that went on extremely far off tangents, im usually talkative but never tangential like that, the texts were very out of character for me but i had my phone the whole time so i know it was
but im curious what was that weird feeling? is that what brain damage feels like? (jk)
was this a case of stimulant psychosis?
it was indescribable...but i LOVED the feeling...hopefully that feeling isnt my brain shrinking