I started taking Ativan for almost a month 3 weeks .5-1mg and I told myself I should stop now before I really start needing this medication to function. My psychiatrist prescribed me this and Pristiq. I decided not to take Pristiq because of all of the horror stories I’ve read online. However, she said the Ativan which I made her prescribe me is only for emergencies only. But, I thought I would be fine and only take it when I felt like I would need it. Big mistake. I ended up taking it everyday to almost every other day and recently I just stopped taking it. I am going through withdrawal right now and it’s complete hell. I don’t really have any left so I started taking .25mg yesterday and today and I feel like I want to die. She also prescribed me .5mg of Klonopin because I told her the Ativan wasn’t working and I was having to take a lot to feel relief. So I have 30 pills left which I haven’t touched. Basically, can someone help me with a taper plan. I have a big trip coming up next weekend which means a lot to me and I can’t be feeling like this by then. Will someone help me?