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As time ticks by.

StEviE MoNT

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Woke up early this morning
Vomit and loose stool, woke up early in my mourning.

Glance at the clock it only reads eight.
Several hours are going to pass I'll just have to wait.

Can't eat breakfast only got one thing on my brain.
The one thing that makes me forget about foul weather like rain.

Got enough money but waiting for that fateful call.
I swear this addiction will be my downfall.

Only thing that I care or even get joy from.
The first time I sniffed that line I got a very warm welcome.

Where is this bastard said he was going to call me in a few hours.
Can't sit still.. I stray amongst the wind like wilted flowers.

What if he gets it but keeps the whole stash.
Greedy motherfucker his windows I shall bash.

Calm down, another Xanax
Always could go with plan X.

Grab the knives in the cubbard and go for the vein.
Wonder if I'd even care about the pain.

I don't got the balls to do it and besides theres only one thing on my mind.
That's getting this fucking fix on time!!!!
 
brutaly honest.. and brilliantly written. its sad but courageous to voice that kind of addiction.
 
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