Are you somebody?

[frostyangel]

While getting in my car today,
leaving work in the usual way.
The cd player clicked on playing
a cd of old times, old faces..
the band of a rememberance..it
brought all of us together.
Singing out loud, not caring
which beat we did not hit, for
we knew we had each other....
I started to hmmmm the words,
thinking of the travels to
philly...this was the only cd
we ever choosen to listen to.
I pulled into the parking alot
of the liquor store, thinking
that a nice bottle of red wine
would suit me tonite.
The purple wine class was on the
self of a life time of memories.
I began drinking..
Realizing, I'm by myself...
My ex-boyfriend, friend, the person
I ended up fucking, what ever the
fuck he was......tore my heart apart
today...
Months later all he had to say was
"Go fuck yourself, no wonder noone
wants to be with you"
Hah. Was it because he wasn't alone
tonite. Was it because he cared and
I didn't. He just needed to find a
way to make me feel even more alone
than I already was.
It got to me you know. It told me that
things weren't going the way I wanted
them to. And I didn't have everything
I ever wanted. And everything had been
falling apart. But what did I have that
made me, well me.
Here I was, sad, alone; with nobody
left to call on the phone.
Maybe there is an innocence to the
simplest moments, and if there is
nothing to offer, can someone just
except that?
And the temperment left me dry.
I know that I can't be loved by
just anybody.
But, who are you?
And who am I?
We're nobody.
But in this life once in awhile
you run into a person who makes
you feel like a "SOMEBODY" and
that is what makes life worth
living.

 

[Housekid5]

<--speachless
so true

 

[harraser]

But in this life once in awhile
you run into a person who makes
you feel like a "SOMEBODY" and
that is what makes life worth
living.
Frosy hun, i was lucky enough to find someone who made me feel this way a little while ago, and although situations are never perfect, it is really a comfort to know that there really IS someone out there that all the beautiful love songs sing about. for so long i didnt beleive in them, for so long the only people were "go fuck yourself, no wonder noone wants to be with you" people, or all the other indifferents. but they ARE out there, and despite how i used to feel, it is worth all the heartaches of the past when you find them. thank you hun *hugs* your writing always finds a way of speaking to me from my life...

 

[yoUr bLiSS]

damn you ant! i was gonna quote that part as well...we must be thinking along the same lines.
this was beautiful, soul scratching work. thank you.