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Are you selfish with your drugs?

notsmokeymcpot42088 said:
I was when I had people worth being generous to.

my gf and I just about always split everything --- now don't get me wrong Alot of the time I held the stash and decided (mutually) when that 50% was going to be doled out.

Actually yes -- when I had a good plug and a surplus I was flat wreckless with my sharing. (To a fault perhaps)

Now --- not so much. Someone comes by I usually smoke on with em -- even give em a bud. But all I am doing is smoking pot (medication is different and not to be shared) so idk kind of
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Yeah, I have no one to share with right now.

I hope I find someone someday, it would have to be the right person tho and I would be picky if any type of drugs were involved.
 
Chaurus said:
I recommend not beginning with chemsex and not to do chemsex with strangers.

Please read up on PreP and use it and otherwise always use condoms.

Also, depending on what you take (esp. meth) there's a whole world of STI's, that I wish I haven't had/spread, and most of that was because of chemsex.

If you get HIV, it won't go away.

I infected a guy with syphilis and he ended up in hospital. I am very ashamed of that.

Also, once you've had syphilis you need to get specialized tests, because you will prove positive for every regular syphilis test.

Apparently a syphilis infection can also 'come back'.

Think well about what you want. With unprotected group chemsex you'll have STI's you didn't even know existed in no time.



It works when most people do that... for a while, within a group.
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I would definitely not begin with Chem Sex and I would DEF NOT do it with strangers.

I would not go as far as meth. I stick with Rx Stimulants. There’s Fent in all the street stuff around here too so that’s no good.

Also, I would be picky about who I choose for a partner if drugs were involved. They would have to be able to handle their drugs and function (if they are going to do drugs) and there are a lot of people who cannot do that.

IDK, I probably sound insane but that’s how I see it.
 
Jnowhere said:
Sharing or selling prescription drugs can get you into a whole lotta trouble. Federal trouble. ( This is for Americans, not sure elsewhere) What about legit pot cards( some states still actually have retarded laws ( they enforce) about weed.
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This ^ you ask me for benzos they certainly aint coming outta my damn bottle in a million years. Same with sub. I have had some weird offers too Trade "ya 2 of mine for 2 of yours they different brands" -- say no and you certainly have alienated that persons trust (Fine with me I don't fux wit the blackmarket) -- say yes and you are at federal risk. ( I imagine )

Secondly more for the young people here --- don't take peoples medications to get fucked up... It is clearly morally wrong - past just thievery.

They either legit need them or you are putting them at the same federal risk first time you say 'my grandma gets xyz' or w/e
(They legit need them, doctors are not generous)

Of course context is everything and all but that one is pretty black and white.
 
Katanya said:
I would definitely not begin with Chem Sex and I would DEF NOT do it with strangers.

I would not go as far as meth. I stick with Rx Stimulants. There’s Fent in all the street stuff around here too so that’s no good.

Also, I would be picky about who I choose for a partner if drugs were involved. They would have to be able to handle their drugs and function (if they are going to do drugs) and there are a lot of people who cannot do that.

IDK, I probably sound insane but that’s how I see it.
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With the chems your standards lower considerably.

I've successfully used condoms on chemsex dates, but usually I don't.

I have progressed from dates with strangers to dates with people I know.

When I have drugs, I share those with them.

I have two regular dates who like 6-APB.
 
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notsmokeymcpot42088 said:
This ^ you ask me for benzos they certainly aint coming outta my damn bottle in a million years. Same with sub. I have had some weird offers too Trade "ya 2 of mine for 2 of yours they different brands" -- say no and you certainly have alienated that persons trust (Fine with me I don't fux wit the blackmarket) -- say yes and you are at federal risk. ( I imagine )

Secondly more for the young people here --- don't take peoples medications to get fucked up... It is clearly morally wrong - past just thievery.

They either legit need them or you are putting them at the same federal risk first time you say 'my grandma gets xyz' or w/e
(They legit need them, doctors are not generous)

Of course context is everything and all but that one is pretty black and white.
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That part about not stealing other people's meds was especially great. If some little bastard steals a bunch of benzos from an older person who has been on them a long time...potential death.( and many other issues, and other drugs) The little bastards aren't after grandma's cholesterol medication. lol

That was brilliantly insightful. Because, you are absolutely right.

Is asprin a drug?lol I have plenty of that; I never use it. I will share them.lol
 
Haha my grandma once had DXM cough strips with nothing but DXM in them and gave me the whole box when I told her I wanted it but with no Tylenol

On stealing meds --- had a friend that stole his gma's bottle of oxy's (Thought it was extra and she didn't need it) -- Well he did not catch the blame his cousin (known user) did and was damn near exiled from the family for it. Lucky for my friend he didn't wanna start smoke
 
^Fr I feel bad about it --- at one point I offered to serve the fucker up --- the cousin lost the family house cuz of it -- like EVERYTHING. (well he continued to use and bring trouble down I spose) but he said 'nah that'll just make it worse' --- and I thought fuck you may be a better person than I!!

But that was the impetus of his exile forsure
 
I am always generous with my drugs. For example whenever I smoke meth, DMT, or fent, I always share with people. same thing with pills or MDMA or whatever, if someone wants to get down with me, I'll share. It all comes back around so it's all good.

I don't think I'd give shit away if the person was just wanting drugs to do by themselves though, so I guess there is a limit to my generosity.
 
Gridlink said:
I am always generous with my drugs. For example whenever I smoke meth, DMT, or fent, I always share with people. same thing with pills or MDMA or whatever, if someone wants to get down with me, I'll share. It all comes back around so it's all good.

I don't think I'd give shit away if the person was just wanting drugs to do by themselves though, so I guess there is a limit to my generosity.
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I find the people I want to share drugs with are more moderate with them than I am.

I do worry about setting other guys onto a path of self-destruction, but then we're all middle-aged at least, although most of the guys I want to share with don't even want my drugs.
 
I don't think selfishness is the term used when you are prescribed a control substance for so many days. If you give one of your days away you screwed yourself out of a dosage that cannot be replaced. That's not being selfish, that's being responsible for yourself.
 
M!$TER-ED said:
I don't think selfishness is the term used when you are prescribed a control substance for so many days. If you give one of your days away you screwed yourself out of a dosage that cannot be replaced. That's not being selfish, that's being responsible for yourself.
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BIG SECOND ON THAT ---- Hypothetically if I trust you I will make some calls trying to connect you with someone who is looking to off (If I can vouch for you which is 0 right now so its moot) they script --- but mine those are off fuckin limits for many and many of reason including the one mentioned.

I am in PAWS constantly from tapering way tf down ---- no way are you getting what "My Dr feels is fair" when honestly I need more than that ---

It is always an (If I can vouch for the person) MAYBE WE CAN BOTH GET A FEW --- I NEED EM JUST AS MUCH IF NOT MORE THAN YOU......I am not against combining efforts though lol
 
I can definitely understand not being charitable with your prescription drugs like that. I mean when you get 30 a month, and you take something every day, well there's no real wiggle room or anything like that. I'm pretty much the same way, I'd only ever share a script if I skipped days and had extras.

With more recreational or party drugs, I think I'm incredibly generous compared to other people I've met. Like coke or psychedelics or ketamine, mi casa su casa. That's just good manners. If I'm hanging out with someone, I'm not going to just do drugs in front of them if I know they partake and I have enough to share. That's when you're getting into addict/junkie behaviors, and I try to be better than that. I've definitely been a hog before in my life. But the older I've gotten, the less driven I am by getting high and feeling like I need to use drugs compulsively to the point that I become antisocial.

I guess one good thing about becoming a pariah and losing all your friends and relationships is that I pretty much don't have to worry about sharing anything with anyone if I do get high. I took those kinds of social relations for granted throughout my early adulthood. I didn't care about people ultimately, and I only thought about getting high and I just used people for one thing or another. These days I would love to have a friend I can just chill and get high and socialize with. I miss that a lot and really only have one friend I have sessions with.
 
It's a good question OP. If I'm partying no, I want others to experience it with me. And party drugs are easy to get.

If I get something that is really hard to acquire at the time , yes I hide it away and use it solo as needed.

That is usually hard to get prescription stuff (benzos, vyvanse, Dex, morp, oxy etc).
 
Had a friend over from Stuttgart last week for a week.

Shared my DPT with him several days, my MAL once (in the gay sauna where we'd taken it, one of the guys there got an overdose and one of the guys I was having sex with was snorting 3-MMC), and my 6-APB (had four pills left, gave him two, two I threw into the waste basket because I was afraid the doorman -whom I like- would find them).

Not sure if I regretted to have taken the rest of my drugs home, but I told my friend to quit drinking Jack Daniels Single Barrel for the 6-APB and he didn't.

I am somewhat concerned that I will have somebody start a self-destructive path that began with me sharing drugs with them.

When he was here, my friend asked me for the drug I had shared with him a few years earlier (NEP), but that's illegal here now, and no longer widely available.

Now that I brought this up, I remember us doing 2-CB-FLY together at the cruise park.

My lover OD-ed (=went out) om 3-MMC I had him snort 3-MMC in another gay sauna (a few years ago). We just waited for him to come to and went out.

We might not have been welcome the next time, but they were closed permanently the next time we were in Rotterdam.
 
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