Just to clarify my last reply.....I'm not addicted {cause I dun do it that often}, I'm not agressive or nasty {at least not all the time!} and my {drinking} friends like to generalise, thereby catergorising me into heroin-junkie-land which they have no idea about anyways...
Actually I'm quite friendly and smiley, cause I can be...
-Rephrase- "I'm not addicted" physically that is. I can't see myself stopping what I do in the near future because I enjoy it too much. If I am addicted to anything regarding chemicals {ie: not including Dunhill Blues and tequila} then I'm addicted to the escape it offers me and the experience I embark on everytime I drop. It gives me that little bit of time each month to stop stressing and start enjoying. And that can be addictive...