MDPV_Psychosis
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I got my opioid wings from a hydrocodone prescription I received after a pretty brutal accident involving my freestyle bike and an unusually slick surface.
I was quickly abusing and was very quick to accept myself as addicted.
I progressed up the painkiller ladder over the years. I tried to score some heroin at the height of my use but luckily it was some bogus shit that was in no way active. I got on Suboxone and eventually got clean for a few years.
So for me painkillers would have lead to heroin but the randomness of the universe got in the way. I only decided to quit after my failed attempt to get heroin because pills weren't cutting it for me anymore and I gave up looking for heroin after being screwed. Getting clean seemed like the thing to do; had I actually gotten heroin that day... I doubt I would have gotten clean.
I was quickly abusing and was very quick to accept myself as addicted.
I progressed up the painkiller ladder over the years. I tried to score some heroin at the height of my use but luckily it was some bogus shit that was in no way active. I got on Suboxone and eventually got clean for a few years.
So for me painkillers would have lead to heroin but the randomness of the universe got in the way. I only decided to quit after my failed attempt to get heroin because pills weren't cutting it for me anymore and I gave up looking for heroin after being screwed. Getting clean seemed like the thing to do; had I actually gotten heroin that day... I doubt I would have gotten clean.