WorldWarMe
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For a while I was pretty addicted to benzos (Lorazepam/Temazepam).
A while ago I was taking about 60-100mg of Temazepam daily, sometimes less. When I ran out of Temazepam I turned to Lorazepam to feel the benzo effects. I had a TON of Ativan, so I went a bit overboard. I was taking about 6-9mg at once, for around 2-4 weeks. Stupidly I decided to quit since I was drowsy 24/7. I stopped cold turkey and on the third day I was so sick I couldn't move. My whole body was numb and tingling, I was puking, shaking, couldn't sleep, and was in immense pain. Naturally I turned to my bottle of Ativan to relieve this feeling. From then on I avoided taking Ativan until I absolutely needed to (stopping the withdrawals).
At the moment it's been ten days since I've taken any benzodiazepines, but I've gone out drinking about 4 out of those ten days. I know that alcohol acts upon the GABA receptor so I'm a bit worried that I'm just masking the withdrawals, but I seem perfectly fine. My insomnia is gone, I have no more rebound anxiety, no nausea, no pain, nothing.
What's your opinion?
A while ago I was taking about 60-100mg of Temazepam daily, sometimes less. When I ran out of Temazepam I turned to Lorazepam to feel the benzo effects. I had a TON of Ativan, so I went a bit overboard. I was taking about 6-9mg at once, for around 2-4 weeks. Stupidly I decided to quit since I was drowsy 24/7. I stopped cold turkey and on the third day I was so sick I couldn't move. My whole body was numb and tingling, I was puking, shaking, couldn't sleep, and was in immense pain. Naturally I turned to my bottle of Ativan to relieve this feeling. From then on I avoided taking Ativan until I absolutely needed to (stopping the withdrawals).
At the moment it's been ten days since I've taken any benzodiazepines, but I've gone out drinking about 4 out of those ten days. I know that alcohol acts upon the GABA receptor so I'm a bit worried that I'm just masking the withdrawals, but I seem perfectly fine. My insomnia is gone, I have no more rebound anxiety, no nausea, no pain, nothing.
What's your opinion?