Had a good night. Spent time with girlfriend. Breathes life into me. Never laughed and smiled so much in an evening before. Felt like a child. Felt complete. Felt right. Felt perfect. Looked at self in mirror and was happy at what stared back for once. Dropped her off before. On way home, listened to some trance and smoked a cigarette. Felt a feeling that I have not felt in long time. Feeling is called joy.
Have finally achieved happiness it seems.... Have always said once I achieved happiness.....
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Will see how I feel in the morning before making final decision.
"For my own part, regret nothing. Have lived life, free from compromise ... and step into the shadow now without complaint."
Have finally achieved happiness it seems.... Have always said once I achieved happiness.....
................
Will see how I feel in the morning before making final decision.
"For my own part, regret nothing. Have lived life, free from compromise ... and step into the shadow now without complaint."