serotonin2A said:
You can't assume that the tolerance is due to NMDA receptor upregulation.
I'm open to any corrections / other implications etc. - I know that I know just about nothing, but I need to do what I can and this includes to try to put these things in words that I am able to understand and build theories upon, to see if they are wrong or might be on the right way etc..... thanks for your time and answers of course, it's much appreciated!
atara said:
What kind of insane rehab clinic is going to make you stop taking a prescription medication?
This is standard procedure here in part of Germany.
I couldn't have imagined the conditions of reality until I was confronted with them. Really. I could easily have died in the emergency care of the university-associated psychiatry of Jena (Thüringen), I was there because of suspected RC opioid OD, that I reversed with naloxone..... and they just locked me into a bright room w/o surveillance. Not knowing anything about the concerned substances at all. (Had I knew that earlier, I'd have been just staying at home, and that'd have saved me all of the current bullshit.)
Once you have the sign 'addicted' (at least in combination with drug law offense), then every potentially psychoactive substance is considered an 'addictive toxin' that has to be withdrawn and covered in therapy, to achieve abstinence. It's ridiculous. Well-established regimen get stopped suddenly at once, and replaced by whatever the chief doc thinks to be needed. Usually something out of a small set of currently-marketed psychopharms.
atara said:
"Neuroleptic" isn't a well-defined class of medications. Neither is "mood stabilizer", "antipsychotic", "atypical antipsychotic", "antidepressant", "anticonvulsant", or "anxiolytic". What drugs you have had a problem with constitutes useful medical information;
Ok, here you're right. Sorry. I need to become less emotional and more specific.
atara said:
if you're claiming that anything that comes in a translucent orange bottle gives you psychosis, of course the doctors won't believe you (and they shouldn't!).
Well, I've not exactly meant to say that. But my English skills are limited and maybe prone to misconceptions.
With 'neuroleptic' I refer to dopamine antagonists. I am somewhat sensible to their (side)effects, and while I tolerate low doses of low-potency ones like 25-50mg of quetiapine that are mostly sedating, at only slightly higher doses like just 150mg of quetiapine / 250mg of amisulpride, serious side effects like akathisia, extreme restlessness together with dysphoria, anxiety that can increase to a feeling of impending doom, tachycardia and weakness arise.
The stronger ones, like risperidal and olanzapine, but also 200mg chlorprothixen, have lead in all five times or so to more or less pronounced psychotic episodes. They were transient, but full-blown with amnesia, acting strangely, inability to understand / think normally, saying nonsense etc. and even aggressive outbursts. Just read that 'paradoxical reactions' to olanzapine are well known to occur in a small part of the population. I seem to be one of these. Haloperidol was one hell of side effects nightmare, fortunately only given once in a smaller dose.
This is why I just wrote 'neuroleptics' - everything that antagonizes dopamine (besides the anti-emetics like MCP / domperidone) is at least uncomfortable to me.
Because of chronic frustration with the therapists and disputes over treatment targets etc. I unfortunately began to experiment a bit on my own.. but that's all some years back.