Yet I still am able to function without anything at all, which means that there's nothing wrong with any of this. Right?
This is the point, yeah. Besides what you tell, negative impact on the user's life, I see nothing bad in using drugs. Much of drain bamage tends to turn out to be tolerance, lifestyle or mentally based, humans are notoriously bad at estimating their own performance and this makes us, or the more sensitive of us, vulnerable to manipulation. If you can achieve something you wouldn't have without drugs, why not. If they just made some boring time fun, why not. But guess we don't need to mention that most of us will have done some more or less seriously stupid stuff while or because of being high. Just that nobody knows whether it at the same time might have saved us (I could well be in jail out of bad impulse control, also nearly went in because of drugs, but I didn't)
One of the few users I know closer in real life says drug people have understood something which others mostly lack. I don't fully get what she means (knows few real addicts either - I changed my mind when I saw some really stupid and reckless people in rehab who had zero insight into their situation and each and everyone of them was there voluntarily) but there might be something into it. At least with psychedelics for sure, I can't talk seriously about religion or spirituality to/with people w/o psychedelic experiences. Non-users always seem somewhat naive, material-centered and.. umm, difficult to explain but I feel we're not on the same level and I myself just got a slight taste of what psychedelics really might offer.
For what it's worth I believe that both Jesus Christ today would get locked up somewhere, if not in psych ward then in Area 51 or wherever, that religions can't really be understood without taking psychoactives into account, and to me the praeastronautics theory is pretty appealing. Before drugs I was atheist, didn't believe that you could leave your body when now I am assured (somewhat) that death is just a transformation and that it's possible to exist free of material boundaries. That possibly long ago already some made it into .. whatever other place and still exist there, free of time and age and that the real sense of life is evolution, but biologic evolution just a byproduct of some weird game which is about reaching the next level.
Some people would feel like they're going crazy off such thoughts and some tell me to stop but it calms me down instead, lol. Just when not taking any drugs for too long, I'll lose all I gained and slip back into that destructive mode which school bullying formed.
@LandsUnknown, how can you be sure that these glitches aren't in reality you realizing more than before, you as an immortal soul which maybe inhabits his own universe without actually knowing it? That doesn't have to be oppositing to other people getting the impression that it was just in your mind. If multiverse theory is true then reality could well be knitted just around us and everybody only seeing what he/she should.. I don't like these people telling that the mind was infinite or sickness wouldn't exist etc.pp. but maybe it's just different words for the same. Belief is ultra powerful.
Began to get interested in religions and myths, not to submit myself to them but to learn more about existence. It's sad that people speaking too openly about stuff outside the mainstream get stigmatized. Hell I know of more than just somebody who made the mistake to talk too loudly about spiritual experiences or to the wrong people and got diagnosed with schizophrenia, forced to take antipsychotics.
But, no, I was stronger before. Just that I wouldn't want to switch back - there's plenty of stuff I'd love to reverse tho. Most of it being wasted time (less so to drugs than with people who weren't worth it and with destruction etc.) and - unfortunately - money. While excess of it doesn't make happy, the lack of it certainly is dysphoric. Sometimes I thought of drugs having taught me empathy but I'm not sure. I'd say they can but you need to want it.