Anyone else here bed-ridden for days and feel like crap?

strity1994

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Just wondering. I quit all meds CT and I havent showered or brushed my teeth in days........

I have no motivation to do anything but eat sleep and surf the net.

Is anyone else going gthrough the same issue? Can you please tell me? I feel hopeless
 
Just wondering. I quit all meds CT and I havent showered or brushed my teeth in days........

I have no motivation to do anything but eat sleep and surf the net.

Is anyone else going gthrough the same issue? Can you please tell me? I feel hopeless
What exactly are you jonesing off of?
 
What exactly are you jonesing off of?
I quit Paxil, REMERON Vyvanse CT a month ago and been through the worst of wds.
The most recent relapse was Vyvanse because its tje only med that got my ass out of bed during the ordeal..... (Amphetamine)
I feel disgusting because I havent showered since I last took it but I'm not sure what to do...I'm hoping in a day or two my natural motivation will return
 
I feel you man. I quit several GABAergics (benzos, pregabalin, baclofen, phenibut) cold turkey and I am having a rough time. I made progress but I am still totally unmotivated, have no energy, anxious, depressed, lost all confidence, and I am pretty much surfing the net and binge watch series. All desire is gone. Even surfing the net is boring. I do clean the house and myself etc. but its a burden.
 
@Napmp - Quitting benzos cold turkey without medical supervision is dangerous and can be potentially life threatening. If you start feeling bad do not hesitate to get to the emergency room as you can have siezures.

@Strity1994 and @Napmp - six years ago I quit booze, benzos, and antidepressants (Zoloft) cold turkey. Feel bad is quite the understatement lol. I used to say I felt like death - I spent many days in bed for months. I can relate to both of you.

Ideally you guys should have done a taper. Strity1994, there are some suppliments you can take to help with the brain zaps - if you're not on any other medication right now I recommend asking your doctor about 5-htp - it helps some. Try not to make any sudden movements, and move slowly when changing positions (sitting to standing etc).

To both of you I recommend a good bioavailable magnesium suppliment. Magnesium taurate is great and it doesn't have any laxative properties. If you can't get the taurate then get oxide or citrate, but stay close to a toilet. Magnesium will help with the heart palpitations and the electrical sensations. Napmp- when I stopped Xanax I found 400mg in the morning and at night really assisted in keeping me in my skin.

Both of you should invest in a good multivitamin - Garden of Life is an excellent choice. It's more expensive but everything contain is in a bioavailable form which means your body can use it. Also invest in a vitamin b complex - same brand. I recommend getting l-theanine and Relora to help with anxiety, it will also help with the electricity sensations and will calm your nerves (not like a benzo but it will bring you down a few levels). If you guys are working with a doctor you may want to ask about getting a script for Indural(propranolol). its not addictive and it's a beta blocker that stops the adrenaline response so you don't have full anxiety attacks. I also recommend melatonin for sleep, combined with Relora and 5-htp (if your doctor gives you the okay).

As far as energy, the best thing you can do is try to get adequate sleep, wake early go to bed early, eat clean, and eventually exercise. If you can't exercise yet go sit outside in the sun for 30 minutes. Do brain games like Luminosity, sounds silly but they make a difference. If either of you have questions feel free to hit me up. I was on Xanax and Zoloft for ten years and went through cold turkey withdrawal and know how unpleseant they are. Good luck!

Question to you both - how much of each med and how long did you take them for?
 
What exactly are you jonesing off of?
I also forgot that my relapse was just not Vyvanse... It was a 3 day vyvanse binge with no sleep and 4th day some jack ass sold me fake MDMA which turned oit to be Mephedrone (reaearch chemical) so at the end of the 4th day I probably fried all my dopamine and serotonin receptors........
 
What exactly are you jonesing off of?
I also forgot that my relapse was just not Vyvanse... It was a 3 day vyvanse binge with no sleep and 4th day some jack ass sold me fake MDMA which turned oit to be Mephedrone (reaearch chemical which I never took) so at the end of the 4th day I probably fried all my dopamine and serotonin receptors........

Yep I havent managed to brush my teeth since that 4th day .... I feel like such a sack of shit.... Completely anhedonia
 
I actually haven't heard of vyvanse, what class of drug is that? I've nothing else useful to add to Moreaux's wise comments above, I would listen to her. Good luck! :)
 
It takes 3 mins to brush your teeth. If you want to stew in your stink that's your business but come on not brushing your teeth even?
 
Yessss, this is me right now. I don't care about ANYTHING or anyone really. I have no desire to get out of bed. I have no desire to eat or do anything. I went through my benzos again so that's probably why. I never go cold turkey from benzos, I always manage to have Gabapentin so I don't go through withdrawals. Gabapentin still doesn't give me that good benzo feeling, but it's only used to keep me safe until I get more benzos. I still haven't eaten yet and I haven't spoken to my family. I just don't give a shit. It's scary when it gets this bad because it makes me feel like I belong in the psych ward. That's my worst nightmare and I already know the psych ward won't help. It just makes me feel like a piece of shit and nothing changes when I get home from the psych ward. It feels like life is over or that I should just end it already. I can't do it though. This does feel like death, but not too long ago I was feeling good because I had my vices, booze and benzos. I'm trying to remember the good times and that the good times will come again. Wish I had some advice. A nice long shower can change your day. It's just a matter of getting up and doing it...All I do is surf the web too and even that sucks.

I asked my psychiatrist for Vyvanse once and she acted like I was asking for heroin. Doctors seem less likely to prescribe amphetamines these days. I used to be on Adderall many years ago and it made me feel great. I miss those days....I have no hope anymore.
 
As nsa alluded to above: action begets action (and the opposite is also true, inaction leads to more inaction) You gotta force yourself to get up and start doing things, otherwise you'll just be perpetuating the negative cycle...
 
With all love.. get out of bed and get moving. Depression creates depression. Where is your favorite place in the world to eat out?

can not think of much more depressing than stranded in bed..
Thanks, that helped.

Despite feeling like death, I forced myself to drink a cup of coffee and was able to shower and clean up last night.

I have not been doing much of anything else.

I feel like shit. So, I am back in bed again, surfing the net. Still have zero motivation and find no pleasure in anything productive.
 
It's not surprising at all after a stimulant bender to feel like that. When I did meth I'd sometimes stay up for a few days, then crash and sleep for a couple days (not too much of an exaggeration...I would literally put in abut 20 hours of sleep straight, wake up for a couple hours and not get out of bed, then I'd go back to sleep)

Eventually things would get back to normal and my brain & body would "reset", though. My tip is: get as much sleep as you think you need, even if it feels a bit excessive (because the time you spent awake was excessive). Take a shower and wear clean clothes. And get out of the house, even if it's merely to take a walk or something.

Pretty simple things really
 
Walls kept me swim in early recovery - would go late at night so I wouldn't have to deal with people. Hell, I still try to walk an hour a night now. It's very peaceful and calming.
 
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