I'm big-time into prescription medications, whether I abuse them or not (most I am prescribed, the exception being I continued Xanax after my refills were stopped (I still need it and it treats my anxiety and panic attacks excellently. I still only take 0.5-1mg per dose).
Namely:
Sertraline (Zoloft) 100mg daily ---never abused (for "Severe Major Depressive Disorder w/ psychotic features" and related mixed anxiety-depression)
Lamotrigine 25mg twice daily --- never abused (as a mood stabilizer, minor anti-depressant, and weak anti-psychotic)
Promethazine Hydrochloride 100-200mg throughout the day --- somewhat abused (taken for the infamous "opi-itch" and to potentiate my opiates. Also good for nausea. Excellent for a lot of opiate WD symptoms for those rare "shit-I-ran-out-early" moments, great for my Hay Fever allergies, good for anxiety and good for insomnia)
OC OxyContins and oxycodone instant release capsules --- abused, but recently reduced from 300mg/day to 100-200mg/day lately (taken for severe chronic pain due to severe acute pancreatitis and rhumatoid arthritis)
Methadone 35mg daily --- never abused, taken to help keep control of my dosage of Oxy (my doctor thought my dosage was getting too high, I mostly disagree. I am in daily INTENSE AGONY) and also to help with pain-management. Only taking to keep my doctor happy. Planning to get off this ASAP (either persuade them to move me onto a fentanyl patch or something else similar instead, or wean myself off by myself and I guess sell it or something.
Alprazolam (Xanax) 0.5mg-1mg four times daily ---- sometimes abused, not often, never high levels, usually I genuinely need 2-3mg per 24hr period (as a muscle relaxant to help with my rheumatoid, but mainly for coping with my crippling anxiety and panic attacks)
I find I get excessively drowsy/tired during the day (I know, not a surprise given my list of meds) but I have had like chronic fatigue my whole life. Never any energy or wakefulness. It's annoying. My doctor said I seemed to be stuck somewhere between Chronic Fatigue Syndrome and Narcolepsy without quite having either lol.
Anyway (NO LECTURES PLEASE), I have been considering trying Adderall. After much research and thinking, I have decided this is something I definitely want to do. Only at low doses and definitely not daily, just when I really need the energy or to be alert or concentrate. I'm reading the Game of Thrones series of books right now and love love love them. I used to be able to sit and read for several hours but now, just 15 minutes has my eyes swimming and me almost nodding (even at low doses of the above meds).
It's really getting me down and Adderall seems the best "upper" for me after thoroughly researching them all and not wanting one too extreme, or a non pharmaceutical (like cocaine cut with rat poison and god-knows-what or crystal meth made in some guys basement with battery acid)...until I came across the Modafinil. Anyone on it or been on it??
It is described as a "wakefulness promoting agent" rather than a classic amphetamine-like stimulant.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Modafinil
What do you guys think? I want to be careful due to my tendencies toward anxiety (although if needed, I always have Xanax around to "undo" the anxiety/stimulant). Which med sounds better for a first-timer?
Namely:
Sertraline (Zoloft) 100mg daily ---never abused (for "Severe Major Depressive Disorder w/ psychotic features" and related mixed anxiety-depression)
Lamotrigine 25mg twice daily --- never abused (as a mood stabilizer, minor anti-depressant, and weak anti-psychotic)
Promethazine Hydrochloride 100-200mg throughout the day --- somewhat abused (taken for the infamous "opi-itch" and to potentiate my opiates. Also good for nausea. Excellent for a lot of opiate WD symptoms for those rare "shit-I-ran-out-early" moments, great for my Hay Fever allergies, good for anxiety and good for insomnia)
OC OxyContins and oxycodone instant release capsules --- abused, but recently reduced from 300mg/day to 100-200mg/day lately (taken for severe chronic pain due to severe acute pancreatitis and rhumatoid arthritis)
Methadone 35mg daily --- never abused, taken to help keep control of my dosage of Oxy (my doctor thought my dosage was getting too high, I mostly disagree. I am in daily INTENSE AGONY) and also to help with pain-management. Only taking to keep my doctor happy. Planning to get off this ASAP (either persuade them to move me onto a fentanyl patch or something else similar instead, or wean myself off by myself and I guess sell it or something.
Alprazolam (Xanax) 0.5mg-1mg four times daily ---- sometimes abused, not often, never high levels, usually I genuinely need 2-3mg per 24hr period (as a muscle relaxant to help with my rheumatoid, but mainly for coping with my crippling anxiety and panic attacks)
I find I get excessively drowsy/tired during the day (I know, not a surprise given my list of meds) but I have had like chronic fatigue my whole life. Never any energy or wakefulness. It's annoying. My doctor said I seemed to be stuck somewhere between Chronic Fatigue Syndrome and Narcolepsy without quite having either lol.
Anyway (NO LECTURES PLEASE), I have been considering trying Adderall. After much research and thinking, I have decided this is something I definitely want to do. Only at low doses and definitely not daily, just when I really need the energy or to be alert or concentrate. I'm reading the Game of Thrones series of books right now and love love love them. I used to be able to sit and read for several hours but now, just 15 minutes has my eyes swimming and me almost nodding (even at low doses of the above meds).
It's really getting me down and Adderall seems the best "upper" for me after thoroughly researching them all and not wanting one too extreme, or a non pharmaceutical (like cocaine cut with rat poison and god-knows-what or crystal meth made in some guys basement with battery acid)...until I came across the Modafinil. Anyone on it or been on it??
It is described as a "wakefulness promoting agent" rather than a classic amphetamine-like stimulant.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Modafinil
What do you guys think? I want to be careful due to my tendencies toward anxiety (although if needed, I always have Xanax around to "undo" the anxiety/stimulant). Which med sounds better for a first-timer?
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