Anxiety waiting 4 my dealer the pharmacist

[Felonious Monk]

Do you count the pills when you bring the bring the bottle home from the pharmacy too? That was always part of my regiment.

 

[Carl Landrover]

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I count my sub strips when I get them. I'm usually hoping that 2 got stuck together somehow and I actually got an additional 1. It happened once with heroin and it was glorious! :D

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Jesus. What happened to you guys that you get prescribed so many pain killers?

 

[SirTophamHat]

I get anxiety trying to figure out how to abuse my script without running out early, its quite difficult sometimes.

Is it ironic that my script is for anxiety ?

Monk: I don't count my pills when I get them but usually later around 1 week past I count to see if I am on track or not.

 

[BeachBum4u]

Big Thanks to KittyCat for some insight from the other side of the counter. Quite interesting! Thanks again!!

 

[DixiChik]

Just returned from PM exercise in futility that is required every 3 months. Fucker barely makes eye contact, continues Oxycodone even though it's useless for my pain.

He's not interested in true PAIN MANAGEMENT. If he were, he'd take into consideration my specific conditions. He'd also make sure that my GI system isn't being adversely affected (it is).

I guess I'm not paying enough for him to actually give a shit @ $290 per visit. I guess empathy costs extra.

I told him I'm miserable with severe (non-tx-responsive) constipation. He says "Take less Oxy". Well, I'm constipated due to extensive abdominal surgeries/adhesions. Add any opiate into the mix and constipation is unbearable.

I do EVERYTHING within my power to push through the spine/bone/joint pain and the pelvic/vaginal/rectal pain.

I don't get excited for the Oxycodone, because it offers little if any relief. I just don't have anywhere else to go, considering trial failures of MS Contin, Fentanyl, etc.

I'm seriously considering terminating (with grace) my PM contract, going back to PCP for Voltaren and Lortab. I've tried to research Cannabis oils/extracts, but my brain is jumbled plus I have no legal (or otherwise) access.

I'm just ready to end this suffering.

 

[namnoc16]

Well it's that time of the month again and as Lou Reed sang "I'm waiting for my man got my debit card in my hand". This month I had more anxiety then usual becauses I didn't get my doctor appointment scheduled until yesterday. He want's me to go to pain management and the guy he reffered me to got arrestd for Medicaid fraud now the only place I could schedule one for isn't till January. He isn't to happy but what the fuck can I do?

 

[wolf1965]

Hey Yall, Im a 12 yr pain management w/ fent.and perk 30 ,I got sick of the whole $hit racket ,pulled that patch off last friday. God Knows I Hurting So fin Bad ...No serious withdrawal symptoms up to 900 gabapentin,0 nausea diarrhea,only took 1a total of 6 mg of loperamide in 6 days.. Melatonin sleep aid and for anxiety 2 at a time. Zofran 0.4 mg as needed If I felt a bubble, I took 1 was takin muscle relaxer 4 mg Tizanidine Ok yall Heres the kicker ,I've been taking 300 mg a day of tramadol for the first time in my life sometimes.Now understand this Ive taken every other kind of opiate pain medication at first injectable mepergan. If you truly know,Tell me when to stop each meds Ill know what will come probably some ,so I can take it ! THANK AND BEST TO ALL MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS STRUGGLING WITH THESE DEMONIC $HIT ,but at the time she was beautiful liar....Love and Peace,Wolf Singleton


"I destroy homes, tear families apart - take your children, and that's just the start.
I'm more costly than diamonds, more costly than gold - the sorrow I bring is a sight to behold.
And if you need me, remember I'm easily found.
I live all around you, in schools and in town.
I live with the rich, I live with the poor, I live down the street, and maybe next door.
My power is awesome - try me you'll see.
But if you do, you may never break free.
Just try me once and I might let you go, but try me twice, and I'll own your soul.
When I possess you, you'll steal and you'll lie.
You'll do what you have to just to get high.
The crimes you'll commit, for my narcotic charms, will be worth the pleasure you'll feel in your arms.
You'll lie to your mother; you'll steal from your dad.
When you see their tears, you should feel sad.
But you'll forget your morals and how you were raised.
I'll be your conscience, I'll teach you my ways.
I take kids from parents, and parents from kids, I turn people from God, and separate from friends.
I'll take everything from you, your looks and your pride, I'll be with you always, right by your side.
You'll give up everything - your family, your home, your friends, your money, then you'll be alone.
I'll take and I'll take, till you have nothing more to give.
When I'm finished with you you'll be lucky to live.
If you try me be warned this is no game.
If given the chance, I'll drive you insane.
I'll ravish your body, I'll control your mind.
I'll own you completely; your soul will be mine.
The nightmares I'll give you while lying in bed.
The voices you'll hear from inside your head.
The sweats, the shakes, the visions you'll see.
I want you to know, these are all gifts from me.
But then it's too late, and you'll know in your heart, that you are mine, and we shall not part.
You'll regret that you tried me, they always do.
But you came to me, not I to you.
You knew this would happen.
Many times you were told, but you challenged my power, and chose to be bold.
You could have said no, and just walked away.
If you could live that day over, now what would you say?
I'll be your master; you will be my slave.
I'll even go with you, when you go to your grave.
Now that you have met me, what will you do?
Will you try me or not?
Its all up to you.
I can bring you more misery than words can tell.
Come take my hand, let me lead you to hell."
Signed
DRUGS

 

[phatass]

I have serious anxiety so going to the pharmacist always makes me feel anxious. But when I whip out my Rx like BOOYA!!!! $up Bitches LoL :-D

Feels gooooood :-D

 

[TheRapperGoneBad]

Thaaaaannnkkkk yyyoouuuu

 

[Pill2Chill]

i once stayed up the whole night antipating refill day i even counted down the hours in real time in TL on this site lol. I get 120 oxycontin 40s a month (old formula - not in us or aus).

I have done this many times unfortunately. But mainly because I couldn't sleep at all cause of withdrawals.

 

[chrisincville]

Never really experienced pharm anticipation.

I know it all too fucking well. I go to the dmv of pharmacies too. Plus side, almost entirely covered by insurance.

But yeah, pharmacies have more or less acted as my dealer for years now..:/

 

[Lightning-Nl]

Today is my day to pick up my 100 oxys and even though my wife promptly puts them in a safe I get anxiety counting down the minutes until I can pick them up. Feel like I'm waiting on my dope dealer,anoyone else get like this waiting for their script? I can't sleep the night before,feel like a kid on Christmas eve!!

Yes...

But it's possible that the anxiety I feel could be because the pill's I'm picking up (and I'm prescribed) is Xanax. And since I take it every day for anxiety that's so bad it's caused an aneurysm in the past... that could be the reason why...

 

[chrisincville]

I get anxiety trying to figure out how to abuse my script without running out early, its quite difficult sometimes.

Same here, And I almost always end up running out about the same time.

 Originally Posted by

]SwampFox56 
Yes...But it's possible that the anxiety I feel could be because the pill's I'm picking up (and I'm prescribed) is Xanax...

Ironic indeed, but makes sense..