Another long time lurker :)

[nocebo]

Hey guys and gals, finally decided to stop lurking and join you.

Been using bluelight for a long time, always come to this forum first (followed by erowid) to search for info on anything really, especially at the time when I was into raves and festivals and ecstasy. People on here give solid advice without judgment and focus on safety first. Thank you so much for your support.

After few years realized that I was using E as an escape instead of something special to do once or twice a month. That's also the time that I decided to quit smoking weed everyday and not drink too much. Now I mostly chill with benzos and opiates, like these downers, they keep me relaxed and content.

That's it from me, glad to be part of this community. Much love and peace to everyone, have fun and stay safe

 

[PtahTek]

Now I mostly chill with benzos and opiates, like these downers, they keep me relaxed and content.

have my sympathies.
welcome and glad to have another to pick brains with.
drinking has landed me in some fu**ed up situations and got tired of it... plus im old as hell now and takes too long to get over it.
weed is a constant these days
hey, man/woman, gotta bounce cannot keep focus much ATm on one thing... long week and tryin to chill, you know?
love always,
one

 

[nocebo]

Hah! I know what you mean about opiates & benzos, not a good combo to be addicted to. But after a bad stint with amphetamines - delusions, psychosis, turned into an angry prick that pushed everyone around me away and landed in a psych ward several times - that scared me good.

So now I just try to stay chill with methadone. Wanting to stay on good terms with my p-doc & staff at the clinic helps to not overdo it.

Thank you for the warm welcome @PtahTek, wish you a fun weekend
Peace, N.

 

[Jabberwocky]

Welcome to Bluelight @nocebo

I three am tired of alcohol. Got me on probation. Not trying to place blame - all my fault - but alcohol is a shit drug.

I'm happy to hear you are on good terms with your p-doc. That's wicked important.

You seem to know your limits and are insightful about your own reasons to use - much respect for that.

Keep on keepin' on, and thanks for reporting that spam post and see you in This Or That soon

Peace.

 

[Ds]

Welcome!