i would not judge you for contemplating going to extremes to control your weight--i have a roommate who struggles with the same issue and i can see how frustrating it is to try so hard and to feel like your failing at losing weight. the thing is you are not failing, your body is not failing--what you are and have been doing is failing.
i'm going into a career in naturopathic medicine/nutrition and what most people don't understand is that calories in calories out is oversimplified and that carbohydrates are the one thing that make you fat. i know you're only 16 and i know nothing about your background in science so i will try to keep this simple, but not insultingly simple, because i'm sure you're a smart girl
all carbohydrates that one eats are converted into sugar. all of them. this means that you are doing the same thing to your body, insulin levels, metabolism, and tendency to store fat whether you are eating a bowl of shredded wheat or a bowl of white sugar. in fact, most breakfast cereals have more of an impact on blood sugar than pure sugar. having chronically elevated blood sugar levels leads to insulin resistance, a condition that causes your cells to become desensitized to the effects of sugar in the blood, causing you to store fat and then in turn be constantly hungry, since it is all being stored as fat. this is obviously a vicious cycle that causes weight gain and constant hunger and is the basis for failure of high-carb diets.
what you need to do is adopt a low-carb, high-fat diet. eat a lot of meat, eggs, vegetables, nuts, and seeds. cheese is a good choice as well, if you choose to eat dairy, since it is very high in fat and protein as well as low in carbs. eat NO starches (grains, potatoes) and NO sugar (pretty obvious, but avoid sweets and all fruits except the occasional cup of low-carb berries). eating a lot of fat is very satisfying and decreases appetite. forget all the bullshit you heard about the food pyramid and whole wheat, processed junk, just keep your carbs as low as possible and do not worry about calories or fat.
i used to struggle with horrible mood swings (from being on the insulin roller coaster i described) and body image issues. this has worked amazingly for me and it makes me feel and look bomb. i also do crossfit and so this may come from a biased angle, but keep exercising--muscle is absolutely sexy on a girl!
if you want to know more just google "paleolithic nutrition" or pm me. i love to cook and have found it incredibly easy to make satisfying and wholesome food without grains or sugar, so i can help you with recipes/ideas of dank stuff to eat/etc.
i'm going into a career in naturopathic medicine/nutrition and what most people don't understand is that calories in calories out is oversimplified and that carbohydrates are the one thing that make you fat. i know you're only 16 and i know nothing about your background in science so i will try to keep this simple, but not insultingly simple, because i'm sure you're a smart girl

all carbohydrates that one eats are converted into sugar. all of them. this means that you are doing the same thing to your body, insulin levels, metabolism, and tendency to store fat whether you are eating a bowl of shredded wheat or a bowl of white sugar. in fact, most breakfast cereals have more of an impact on blood sugar than pure sugar. having chronically elevated blood sugar levels leads to insulin resistance, a condition that causes your cells to become desensitized to the effects of sugar in the blood, causing you to store fat and then in turn be constantly hungry, since it is all being stored as fat. this is obviously a vicious cycle that causes weight gain and constant hunger and is the basis for failure of high-carb diets.
what you need to do is adopt a low-carb, high-fat diet. eat a lot of meat, eggs, vegetables, nuts, and seeds. cheese is a good choice as well, if you choose to eat dairy, since it is very high in fat and protein as well as low in carbs. eat NO starches (grains, potatoes) and NO sugar (pretty obvious, but avoid sweets and all fruits except the occasional cup of low-carb berries). eating a lot of fat is very satisfying and decreases appetite. forget all the bullshit you heard about the food pyramid and whole wheat, processed junk, just keep your carbs as low as possible and do not worry about calories or fat.
i used to struggle with horrible mood swings (from being on the insulin roller coaster i described) and body image issues. this has worked amazingly for me and it makes me feel and look bomb. i also do crossfit and so this may come from a biased angle, but keep exercising--muscle is absolutely sexy on a girl!
if you want to know more just google "paleolithic nutrition" or pm me. i love to cook and have found it incredibly easy to make satisfying and wholesome food without grains or sugar, so i can help you with recipes/ideas of dank stuff to eat/etc.