Stimulants Amphetamine and methylphenidate comparaison and a copule of questions

[Robynlouise]

@TheLightBringer that quotation regarding stimulant addiction is poetic. I´ve never lived that life personally. In my line of work, I encounter Methamphetamine intoxication on a daily basis, sometimes severe, sometimes just inconvenient. I only knew my personal experience with stimulants, which typically involved feeling wicked high and loving it. I never understood what was going on in the heads of these people. They were so prone to crying, breaking down, etc. They clearly were not enjoying any part of it. Thanks for that,

We are all individuals!For some amphetamine is calming.for some speed city.Some people like to cry.claiming catharsis.Generally i guess they have something to cry about.and are possibly females with an understanding of hormonal effects. I was surprised to find after a while and a encounter when i started using,10 weeks ago, supposed to be ice/meth but i call it" crystal " or rocks"or 'whatever that was" I started uncontrollable extreme crying really over anything.Although it feels horrible i assumed there was some logical body process occuring. Soon i could tell which rocks/dealer had the specific gear that always made me cry.Damned if i can even guess what might be in it.Very speedy but some Fentanyl.And food supplement.As someone who does not say ""no" i am familiar with the effects of OG substances,at least.including benzos, ssris methadone.the crying is a bit similar to a drunken freak out, where u r alone on the planet.Hoping for illumination as to causes( beyond drugs f u up,)neurotransmitters.hormones one particular med put in there?

 

[spypilot]

i used to do 216 to 288 mg of methylphenidate a day and when i stopped it was unbearable the pain for a few days just fucking made me incapable of doing shit
my psychiatrist has now lowered me down to 54 milligrams a day which i think has helped me be more stable and i abuse it every once in a while instead of daily