Well, the difference between a dose that already gives you a borderline +++ (strong)experience and double that is often things like advanced derealization, dissociation and ego dissolution.
What does that mean?
You describe clarity and beauty but that is not mutually exclusive opposed to distortion and dissociation. Your mind's image of self, reality and surroundings become warped and change more and more until they may gradually disappear altogether.
That means you have no more notion of the fact that you are you, where you are or what are the confines of your existence but hyperfixate on pure existing nevermind the conditions. This detachment brings both a sense of unfamiliarity and dread as well as peace and true happiness. You approach mystical states of deep bliss or spiritual breakthrough, profound but often enough paired with confusion, bouts of anxiety and chaos.
Like flying into the eye of a tornado, truly everything around can become jumbled while realizing that in your center it is still and serene.
But what I describe is really what is often experienced with maybe 4x what you took - if I can estimate/gauge or when you meditate on mushrooms or LSD.
What happens in between is most likely an increase of all effects you already know, for good and for bad, amounting even in unimagineable results.
You may see the world as though you were an alien that had never seen it before, making your emotions and predispositions accountable for your reactions. Symbols may appear since communication shifts, this approaches synaesthesia where one bodily sense is interpreted as another (e.g. seeing sounds) or experiencing everything around you like a matrix (yes, funny enough it can be similar to the effects in the movie), hyperassociation can manifest...
The alien theme seems recurrent since alien refers to a mismatch in frame of reference, interpretation or understanding of things like culture, appearance, technology, etc.
Do you start seeing any picture form?
What does that mean?
You describe clarity and beauty but that is not mutually exclusive opposed to distortion and dissociation. Your mind's image of self, reality and surroundings become warped and change more and more until they may gradually disappear altogether.
That means you have no more notion of the fact that you are you, where you are or what are the confines of your existence but hyperfixate on pure existing nevermind the conditions. This detachment brings both a sense of unfamiliarity and dread as well as peace and true happiness. You approach mystical states of deep bliss or spiritual breakthrough, profound but often enough paired with confusion, bouts of anxiety and chaos.
Like flying into the eye of a tornado, truly everything around can become jumbled while realizing that in your center it is still and serene.
But what I describe is really what is often experienced with maybe 4x what you took - if I can estimate/gauge or when you meditate on mushrooms or LSD.
What happens in between is most likely an increase of all effects you already know, for good and for bad, amounting even in unimagineable results.
You may see the world as though you were an alien that had never seen it before, making your emotions and predispositions accountable for your reactions. Symbols may appear since communication shifts, this approaches synaesthesia where one bodily sense is interpreted as another (e.g. seeing sounds) or experiencing everything around you like a matrix (yes, funny enough it can be similar to the effects in the movie), hyperassociation can manifest...
The alien theme seems recurrent since alien refers to a mismatch in frame of reference, interpretation or understanding of things like culture, appearance, technology, etc.
Do you start seeing any picture form?

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