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Misc Am I going to pass my drug test?

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lemongaga

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I'm very nervous about a drug test on Monday. The last time I used was yesterday. One half of 30mg Xr adderall (split with someone at the bar) 10-20 hits off a crack pipe, and a tiny, loosely run joint of low grade weed. Also, a fifth of vodka. Now, I haven't smoked weed since January and even then it was very lightly. I haven't smoked daily in at least a year. I haven't abused adderall heavily in a few weeks and I'm not a crack user by any means. The only two things I'm worried about is this: an earlier random drug test or the WEED showing up (even though it was such a miniscule amount) I'm being tested by a stronger drug test than usual because mean people like to report me for violating. Also, if I drink nyquil with 10% alcohol in it to get to sleep (maybe 1-3 medicine cups full) and don't drink any until after, would I test positive?

Again, I'm not a hard drug user by any means- I just end up gently partaking in chemical affairs while intoxicated from liquor- which is pretty much useless since i'm too obliterated to even feel a high. :/ I've decided to quit drinking completely as it is only worsening my anxiety/depression/ocd the next day and raising my suicidal idealization. Plus, it's risking my freedom which I don't enjoy since I hate being alive, but tend to prefer over jail. Oh yeah, and not to mention, some kind of wire gets tripped every time I drink causing me to end up in really bad scary situations doing really unsafe or disgusting or evil things..... I've tried before to stop and even did successfully for about 2 years- however during this phase of my life, I was more miserable mentally than ever before. I'm concerned about history repeating itself. So this is going to be my last time attempting "sobriety." I know better than to abuse my soul with 12 steps or religion (as I've done in the past) so I'm going for therapy and holistic measures. I have no hope at all. If this fails I w ill definitely kill myself. I've tried all the psych meds and yoga anyone can take and they don't work. So please don't recommend a mental hospital as though are way more harmful than helpful (for people like myself.) I'm so upset and really need help. One last shot.
 
will someone please pm me this information. i'm trying to stay clean and avoid prison at the same time.






thanks.
 
If its next Monday youll be alright. Drink a lot of water to be safe and abstain from drugs til then.

Work harder to saty off the booze. I say this as a stone cold alcoholic. Booze is poison and nothing good comes out of drinking like we do. We drink 5ths. Its not OK.
 
You may not want to hear it, but all the tips and advice in the world won't get you what you need. Which is both PROFESSIONAL and PERSONAL help. If you think life isn't worth living, there is something WRONG. What I can tell you is this: Suicide is not glamorous, it is not peaceful, it is not a GOAL to be REACHED. It is a PERMANENT solution to a temporary problem. I don't know who you are or how old you are or how rough your life has been and I don't care, because no matter what, whoever you leave behind is going to have it worse, live with the guilt of what the could have done, what they didn't see to stop it, anger at themselves and you, for the rest of THEIR lives. Anyone thinking of suicide is sick and need help, and if you have a cold you see a Dr. Suicidal thoughts and actions are a cold of the SOUL and you need to find something or someone to help repair that before it's too late. Don't do it to yourself and don't do that to anyone else around you. It's not right and it's not fair, to anyone, ever. Go read some of the posts at the Dark Side, go read some close calls, some recovery stories, reach out to people who have been there and thank God or whoever they are still here today to tell their story. Or read about the ones who cry because they lost what they can never get back. YOU.

If you want some actual real answers and advice, change the title to your post and get rid of the drug testing questions before a mod comes by and shuts your thread down cold. You don't need help with a drug test and you won't get those answers here. What you do need is help and someone to talk to and just about any damn thing but what your proposing in the face of failure so IMO this needs to stay open in the greatest interests of HR.
 
Hey there, I'm sorry but we have a strict no drug testing questions policy as clearly stated in our guidelines. Please check our huge database in the closed, but extremely thorough forum for Drug Testing Questions (It's on the main page of www.bluelight.org) from before Bluelight banned this topic's discussion since the information is freely available elsewhere and it's not conducive to the goal here to allow this type of discussion.

If you have any questions let any of us staff members know

~TC
 
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