footscrazy
Bluelight Crew
1. To hold the hit or to not hold the hit? I've been told by an irl friend that holding the hit in can result in immediate asphyixyation(sp?) and is fatal, while ive researched this and found Basically the exact opposite facts, that Meth gets absorbed into your lungs and its b/s when u hear ur gonna suffocate..
2. whats up with the Repetitive Yawning? it usually only has happened when i am losing my high and am starting to get tired(thought that was the reason, but Now even after doing a bowl..10 minutes later im sitting here having to FORCE out a yawn every minute or so, Its not a regular yawn, i rarely Inhale or exhale oxygen at the rate one should while yawning. its more of Making the Motion of a yawn That i cant get over.
I always hold the hit in, until I don't breathe out any vapour at all. I like to hold it in until I get light headed from lack of oxygen because I like the rush.
Another method I've used is breathing out into a balloon and re-inhaling the vapour from that, or breathing the vapour into someone else's mouth.
As for the yawning, I believe it's due to the increased adrenaline meth gives you. Do you feel like you're not getting enough oxygen, or that your breath isn't going 'far down enough?' It's hard to explain, but I often try and yawn continuously when I've smoked too much meth because I don't feel like I get enough oxygen oterwise. Sighing is also your body's way of reducing stress - yawning is often a way to breath out deeply and sigh, to calm yourself down.
NeedingSobriety said:But for me, Oxy is a short-lived high unless i can do waht i used to consume daily( My Wallet is flattening due to this addiction so i cant afford that same habit) I would find myself Content for about 4 to 5 hours and then i would already start thinking about getting another one. Thats a good Sixty dollar MINIMUM a DAY habit i dont want to get back into, as opposed to just a 20 bag of some crystal will last me about 3 days..almost 4 days if i decide to smoke the residue. And be completely fine Those days that im on it, sobering up from it..
I know you don't want to hear this, but do you really believe it will stay this way? I have been struggling with a meth addiction for years and it's funny that you talk about being content for only 4 or 5 hours after having an oxy. One of the main reasons I quit meth is that I was never, ever content. Maybe while the pipe was in my mouth, but every single other hour of every day it was on my mind. As soon as I put the pipe down I would think about how much I had left, when I could get more. You already know how shit that feeling is.
I have been clean from meth for 2 months now and I still think about it every hour of every day. It fucking sucks, you don't want that.