Strawberry_lovemuffin
Bluelighter
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I'm the same, Sniff. (and yay for romantic views! )
By Monday or Tuesday the worst of the 'drug hangover' is gone... but I'm still left with this yearning.
I think that's why I long to repeat the experience - not for the physical feeling of the drug itself, not about music or anything like that - but purely for the emotional satisfaction it brings me.
I often do it with my boyfriend alone, and those times have been some of the best in our relationship. I'm not saying it's healthy to want to get back there just to "improve" our relationship, but if I'm truthful, that's a big part of the pull for me. To feel that connectedness - which isn't possible in our normal, busy lives - to stop time for a second, to be parallel in our thoughts, to hear those words "God I love you"... to dream, to plan, to rise above the noise of our regular existance.......... *sigh*
Well - that's a lot different from seratonin depletion. It's about something else entirely.
By Monday or Tuesday the worst of the 'drug hangover' is gone... but I'm still left with this yearning.
I think that's why I long to repeat the experience - not for the physical feeling of the drug itself, not about music or anything like that - but purely for the emotional satisfaction it brings me.
I often do it with my boyfriend alone, and those times have been some of the best in our relationship. I'm not saying it's healthy to want to get back there just to "improve" our relationship, but if I'm truthful, that's a big part of the pull for me. To feel that connectedness - which isn't possible in our normal, busy lives - to stop time for a second, to be parallel in our thoughts, to hear those words "God I love you"... to dream, to plan, to rise above the noise of our regular existance.......... *sigh*
Well - that's a lot different from seratonin depletion. It's about something else entirely.