amanitadine
Bluelighter
Alpha PPP (Alpha-pyrrolidinopropiophenone) :
Most of my stimulant use is long behind me, as I tend to get pretty self destructive quickly, and I gave up most recreational stimulant use when I gave up opiates a few years ago. Most of the ketones have been pretty "meh" with me; I've tried them out of civic duty, and some stood out more than others. MDPPP was probably my favorite, and I found MDPV to be a pretty big let down. I hadn't ever tried alpha-PPP, but recently my curiosity was piqued after a friend relayed that a large dose (150 mg) injected produced an amazing rush on par with i.v. cocaine and such. Sooo.....having had my pleasure/reward circuits rewired by i.v. cocaine years ago I couldn't not try it just once. . .
I.V MDPV was a big disappointment, ok rush but far too many negatives. I.V. mephedrone was fairly decent, but a little too serotonergic for my tastes, and as I had doubts about the compounds overall toxicity I only allowed myself a few tastes. Sooo, a friend sent me some alpha PPP, and it showed up right as I was checking my mail before heading to work. No time like the present, right? (this shows my self control in regards to these things. Thats why I am back to strictly psychedelics!
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0:00 5 mg was injected, to check for adverse reactions. A slight spacey feeling, and an almost indiscernible stimulation....
0:05 jump right up to 25 mg ...can taste it a bit, and the light in my room gets a little brighter. My hearing "bows" a little bit, and I have a enough stimulation to feel nervous, but no euphoria. Hmmm. The strongest feeling is "better take more, and soon!"
0:20 - I wait long enough to gauge my reaction, and then bump it up to 75mg. Ahhh, here we go. Metallic taste, slight wah in the ears, and a nice flood of energy and some euphoria. A bit of anxiety, but not unpleasantly. I can see where this is going already. Gotta go to work in 20 minutes, and I'm pacing around. A bit more useful than MDPV stimulation, I can actually focus enough to stay with an activity more than a minute. Immediately I am wanting more....and knowing myself I realize I have to work shortly, and tomorrow, and with a bunch of this in my pocket I am screwed. Doesnt feel like the kind of stimulant you could stay up on long without big ramifications. I wisely weigh out 250mg and put the rest in an envelope and drop it back in the mailbox, sending it to a friend 300 miles away so I don't keep taking it.:D (I would regret this shortly).
0:50 I inject 100 mg as I go out the door to work. NIce rush, feels good to bask in it, but I find the obvious vasoconstriction concerning. Definite blood pressure spike, can feel my heart beating in my head. My pulse is at about 100-120 bpm. Way more euphoric than MDPV. Smiling as I am driving to work, smoking....
1:20 While at work i am jonesing for the last 150mg, so I step into the bathroom and inject it in one go. This is the dose my friend recommended (to start with!!), and I see why. A rush bowls me over, and I gasp as if I would if I had just shot methamphetamine. Throbbing head, tingly genitals and extremities. I grip the counter and look at myself in the mirror. Not the "ohhhh wwwooow am I gonna die?" feel of I. cocaine, or the "white Light White Heat" of meth, but a signature of its own. Nice. I wonder what this would have been like had I started at this dose, as I am already getting diminishing returns. I step out the bathroom and return to work. I am working one on one with someone, and although I am throbbing and want to just sit there with my mouth hanging open I manage to pull it off without any suspicion (I think
). I am much more talkative than normal, and feel quite intuitive. This stimulation keeps up for a good 3 hours until I start to gradually and smoothly come down. My thoughts return to the drop box I placed the envelope in, wondering how I can get it back. My shift finishes up (6 hrs) and I am certainly coming down but it is surprisingly painless compared to most stims.
7:00 Once at home I force myself to eat a big meal (no appetite) and rehydrate with a lot of water, as I didn't really drink much all day. After a bit of chamomile, valerian, and some JWH-250 I feel much better. Not too dramatic of a comedown but a comedown is a comedown. I fall asleep as soon as I try, which was about 9 hours after the last dose. Next day was a little burnt out but pretty mild in all honesty.
Conclusion : most certainly a great rush, and I would say this is the best pyrrolidine ketone I have tried. Next time I would start with the high dose, and limit myself to maybe 2-3 shots. Would be curious to check my blood pressure, as it felt quite high. But, given the usefullness and depth of the experience, I don't think there will be a next time. But no regrets!
Most of my stimulant use is long behind me, as I tend to get pretty self destructive quickly, and I gave up most recreational stimulant use when I gave up opiates a few years ago. Most of the ketones have been pretty "meh" with me; I've tried them out of civic duty, and some stood out more than others. MDPPP was probably my favorite, and I found MDPV to be a pretty big let down. I hadn't ever tried alpha-PPP, but recently my curiosity was piqued after a friend relayed that a large dose (150 mg) injected produced an amazing rush on par with i.v. cocaine and such. Sooo.....having had my pleasure/reward circuits rewired by i.v. cocaine years ago I couldn't not try it just once. . .
I.V MDPV was a big disappointment, ok rush but far too many negatives. I.V. mephedrone was fairly decent, but a little too serotonergic for my tastes, and as I had doubts about the compounds overall toxicity I only allowed myself a few tastes. Sooo, a friend sent me some alpha PPP, and it showed up right as I was checking my mail before heading to work. No time like the present, right? (this shows my self control in regards to these things. Thats why I am back to strictly psychedelics!

0:00 5 mg was injected, to check for adverse reactions. A slight spacey feeling, and an almost indiscernible stimulation....
0:05 jump right up to 25 mg ...can taste it a bit, and the light in my room gets a little brighter. My hearing "bows" a little bit, and I have a enough stimulation to feel nervous, but no euphoria. Hmmm. The strongest feeling is "better take more, and soon!"
0:20 - I wait long enough to gauge my reaction, and then bump it up to 75mg. Ahhh, here we go. Metallic taste, slight wah in the ears, and a nice flood of energy and some euphoria. A bit of anxiety, but not unpleasantly. I can see where this is going already. Gotta go to work in 20 minutes, and I'm pacing around. A bit more useful than MDPV stimulation, I can actually focus enough to stay with an activity more than a minute. Immediately I am wanting more....and knowing myself I realize I have to work shortly, and tomorrow, and with a bunch of this in my pocket I am screwed. Doesnt feel like the kind of stimulant you could stay up on long without big ramifications. I wisely weigh out 250mg and put the rest in an envelope and drop it back in the mailbox, sending it to a friend 300 miles away so I don't keep taking it.:D (I would regret this shortly).
0:50 I inject 100 mg as I go out the door to work. NIce rush, feels good to bask in it, but I find the obvious vasoconstriction concerning. Definite blood pressure spike, can feel my heart beating in my head. My pulse is at about 100-120 bpm. Way more euphoric than MDPV. Smiling as I am driving to work, smoking....
1:20 While at work i am jonesing for the last 150mg, so I step into the bathroom and inject it in one go. This is the dose my friend recommended (to start with!!), and I see why. A rush bowls me over, and I gasp as if I would if I had just shot methamphetamine. Throbbing head, tingly genitals and extremities. I grip the counter and look at myself in the mirror. Not the "ohhhh wwwooow am I gonna die?" feel of I. cocaine, or the "white Light White Heat" of meth, but a signature of its own. Nice. I wonder what this would have been like had I started at this dose, as I am already getting diminishing returns. I step out the bathroom and return to work. I am working one on one with someone, and although I am throbbing and want to just sit there with my mouth hanging open I manage to pull it off without any suspicion (I think

7:00 Once at home I force myself to eat a big meal (no appetite) and rehydrate with a lot of water, as I didn't really drink much all day. After a bit of chamomile, valerian, and some JWH-250 I feel much better. Not too dramatic of a comedown but a comedown is a comedown. I fall asleep as soon as I try, which was about 9 hours after the last dose. Next day was a little burnt out but pretty mild in all honesty.
Conclusion : most certainly a great rush, and I would say this is the best pyrrolidine ketone I have tried. Next time I would start with the high dose, and limit myself to maybe 2-3 shots. Would be curious to check my blood pressure, as it felt quite high. But, given the usefullness and depth of the experience, I don't think there will be a next time. But no regrets!

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