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tl;dr It was nice, but stronger than expected. No major events. Nice enough to revisit at this or another dose.
Background: No psychedelics in the previous month, but I'm familiar with several dozen. I've been taking a capsule of St. John's Wort roughly twice a day for the previous week or so; stopped two days prior. I hope this doesn't blunt the experience. Also, I've been taking noopept intranasally once or twice a day for the last week or so; stopped two days prior. Breakfast was decent--I ate it at around 8:30 with a lot of tea. I was really hungry when I took the allylescaline, so my stomach was likely empty.
12:30pm Took my dose. My friend takes 25mg
12:40 Alerted noticeably.
1:00 Come up starts. My friend alerts. I'm getting smooth, nice body sensations and the suggestion of visual activity. I make myself eat an unappealing fast food fried chicken sandwich and some french fries.
1:30 I think I'm at peak, a strong ++. My friend is at a +. I have significant headspace. I'm trying to setup a new audio system, and it's a struggle. Plans to setup a robot vacuum and install/decorate a Christmas tree are flagged for the day. Headspace is not unlike a 2C-x. I'm getting mescaline come-up weakness and enervation, as well as a mild fixation on odors in my environment. Ever since I caught what I assume had to have been COVID, I have occasional coughing fits when I smell things that I don't like, coughing so hard I often gag and nearly vomit.
2:00 I take a shower to try to even out a little with smells, planning to do some nitrous when I get out. When I get out, I have to vomit. First time ever vomiting on a psychedelic in 20+ years, and I wasn't even particularly nauseated. I think it was because I threw gross food on top of a 'scaline while having COVID puke-cough and smell-related issues. It wasn't pleasant, but it was also not at all bad. No nausea after.
2:30 My friend hits peak. A milder ++. They get little more than pleasant body feelings and a clear head with not visuals all day. I'm experiencing the strong suggestion of generic visuals, as if there is a skin of visual activity across my entire field of vision, ready to pop to life if the dose were higher. Ceiling texture wants to shift away from white with a hint of shadow contrast towards violet, which happens with most psychedelics, especially tryptamines. CEVs are present, but not dramatic. A few subtle, ephemeral fractal patters and color bands. Headspace is hard to describe: it's got an emotional quality to it, but one that's less empathogenic and more just positive, warm, and prosocial. I have good feeling towards people that I like.
The cognitive element is also difficult to describe. Concepts are not disolving as with mushrooms, nor are they warped beyond recognition like 2C-E. They're just a little bent and I'm a little out of sorts understanding things. I was told that this was primarily a clearheaded, side-effect free euphoric tactile enhancer with a bit of energy thrown in. This feels like a new 2C-x material to me, but with the stability of a 'scaline. In no way is this as bland as proscaline. For me, today, this is like a dose-equivalent amount of methallylescaline, but gentler, less energetic, less cognitively distorting, less euphoric, less emotional, less physically troubling...somehow, less everything, yet still having a presence that is somehow in many ways comparable. I didn't expect this, but I'm definitely enjoying it, even more now that the comeup is past.
I did explore intimacy with this material, and it was very nice for both of us. Orgasm was easy and satisfying all three times, although occasionally it and erection were challenged by some of the material's confusion and distraction. Emotional intimacy was nice, as well, if more along the lines of 2C-B's slight emotional remove, I think. I had a bit of a libido at the start of the peak, but the timing wasn't right for my friend who was still coming up. My bout of vomiting took me out of the mood for a while, but I was amenable to it after some time had passed and a bit of pleasant enough nitrous bought me some extra distance.
~3:45 Transition slowly to the plateau. This feels really stable. Time dilation has been quite noticeable so far. Not 2C-E level, but still noteworthy. Throughout this experience, I've had a sense of softness with regard to touch and sensuality. It's warm and smooth in a porcelain teacup way not unlike 2C-B. At the same time, that sensitivity to touch has made touching surfaces that are lower than body temperature less enjoyable. I've felt a little chilly throughout because of that. I've also noticed that this seems to have some of the same effects on my body's fluid balance as MAL, but I think to a significantly reduced extent. I'm urinating a lot, but I don't have chapped lips yet.
4:30 Revisiting nitrous actually left me tripping cognitively harder than I liked. This stuff is easy to manage, though. It's almost easy to not take any anxiety from it seriously. I took some CBD anyway, and it disappeared within five minutes. I think a walk would have been just as effective and more pleasant, but the day was darkening and it was cold.
7:00 I think this is the beginning of the descent. I have some mild gas and a few yawns starting.
10:00 My friend and I are really quite done with this. I think it would be more than fine, except that we usually go to bed between 9-10, and we started this way too late in the day for what it was. We've kind of gotten what we want out of this. We both feel like we can sleep, but I don't want to try only to end up causing myself even worse insomnia.
11:00 We take 1mg etizolam each. We both fall asleep by 11:30
7:00am We both wake, feeling rested. I'm still feeling a little...interesting. I'm functional and able to drive and everything, but the afterglow has left me feeling a little more debilitated than usual.
3:00pm I'm still feeling a slight bit off, maybe a wee bit socially awkward, too.
7:00pm I think I've evenend out.
Conclusion: Nice experience even if it affected me much more intensely than I expected. I would repeat this experience, and I would do it again at this dose, as well as at 20mg and even at 10mg. I don't know if any of the meds/supplements impacted my experience, but if anything I would have expected them to blunt it. That said, until I try it, I'm not sure that I'd ever take it over methallylescaline at those doses. I think it might be too subtle to be rewarding while simultaneously being at least as debilitating if not more so. If the experience weren't just so pleasant overall, then I don't think I'd ever bother with taking it again to try to see what it's good for. But for me, at least, it was definitely no tofu.
Background: No psychedelics in the previous month, but I'm familiar with several dozen. I've been taking a capsule of St. John's Wort roughly twice a day for the previous week or so; stopped two days prior. I hope this doesn't blunt the experience. Also, I've been taking noopept intranasally once or twice a day for the last week or so; stopped two days prior. Breakfast was decent--I ate it at around 8:30 with a lot of tea. I was really hungry when I took the allylescaline, so my stomach was likely empty.
12:30pm Took my dose. My friend takes 25mg
12:40 Alerted noticeably.
1:00 Come up starts. My friend alerts. I'm getting smooth, nice body sensations and the suggestion of visual activity. I make myself eat an unappealing fast food fried chicken sandwich and some french fries.
1:30 I think I'm at peak, a strong ++. My friend is at a +. I have significant headspace. I'm trying to setup a new audio system, and it's a struggle. Plans to setup a robot vacuum and install/decorate a Christmas tree are flagged for the day. Headspace is not unlike a 2C-x. I'm getting mescaline come-up weakness and enervation, as well as a mild fixation on odors in my environment. Ever since I caught what I assume had to have been COVID, I have occasional coughing fits when I smell things that I don't like, coughing so hard I often gag and nearly vomit.
2:00 I take a shower to try to even out a little with smells, planning to do some nitrous when I get out. When I get out, I have to vomit. First time ever vomiting on a psychedelic in 20+ years, and I wasn't even particularly nauseated. I think it was because I threw gross food on top of a 'scaline while having COVID puke-cough and smell-related issues. It wasn't pleasant, but it was also not at all bad. No nausea after.
2:30 My friend hits peak. A milder ++. They get little more than pleasant body feelings and a clear head with not visuals all day. I'm experiencing the strong suggestion of generic visuals, as if there is a skin of visual activity across my entire field of vision, ready to pop to life if the dose were higher. Ceiling texture wants to shift away from white with a hint of shadow contrast towards violet, which happens with most psychedelics, especially tryptamines. CEVs are present, but not dramatic. A few subtle, ephemeral fractal patters and color bands. Headspace is hard to describe: it's got an emotional quality to it, but one that's less empathogenic and more just positive, warm, and prosocial. I have good feeling towards people that I like.
The cognitive element is also difficult to describe. Concepts are not disolving as with mushrooms, nor are they warped beyond recognition like 2C-E. They're just a little bent and I'm a little out of sorts understanding things. I was told that this was primarily a clearheaded, side-effect free euphoric tactile enhancer with a bit of energy thrown in. This feels like a new 2C-x material to me, but with the stability of a 'scaline. In no way is this as bland as proscaline. For me, today, this is like a dose-equivalent amount of methallylescaline, but gentler, less energetic, less cognitively distorting, less euphoric, less emotional, less physically troubling...somehow, less everything, yet still having a presence that is somehow in many ways comparable. I didn't expect this, but I'm definitely enjoying it, even more now that the comeup is past.
I did explore intimacy with this material, and it was very nice for both of us. Orgasm was easy and satisfying all three times, although occasionally it and erection were challenged by some of the material's confusion and distraction. Emotional intimacy was nice, as well, if more along the lines of 2C-B's slight emotional remove, I think. I had a bit of a libido at the start of the peak, but the timing wasn't right for my friend who was still coming up. My bout of vomiting took me out of the mood for a while, but I was amenable to it after some time had passed and a bit of pleasant enough nitrous bought me some extra distance.
~3:45 Transition slowly to the plateau. This feels really stable. Time dilation has been quite noticeable so far. Not 2C-E level, but still noteworthy. Throughout this experience, I've had a sense of softness with regard to touch and sensuality. It's warm and smooth in a porcelain teacup way not unlike 2C-B. At the same time, that sensitivity to touch has made touching surfaces that are lower than body temperature less enjoyable. I've felt a little chilly throughout because of that. I've also noticed that this seems to have some of the same effects on my body's fluid balance as MAL, but I think to a significantly reduced extent. I'm urinating a lot, but I don't have chapped lips yet.
4:30 Revisiting nitrous actually left me tripping cognitively harder than I liked. This stuff is easy to manage, though. It's almost easy to not take any anxiety from it seriously. I took some CBD anyway, and it disappeared within five minutes. I think a walk would have been just as effective and more pleasant, but the day was darkening and it was cold.
7:00 I think this is the beginning of the descent. I have some mild gas and a few yawns starting.
10:00 My friend and I are really quite done with this. I think it would be more than fine, except that we usually go to bed between 9-10, and we started this way too late in the day for what it was. We've kind of gotten what we want out of this. We both feel like we can sleep, but I don't want to try only to end up causing myself even worse insomnia.
11:00 We take 1mg etizolam each. We both fall asleep by 11:30
7:00am We both wake, feeling rested. I'm still feeling a little...interesting. I'm functional and able to drive and everything, but the afterglow has left me feeling a little more debilitated than usual.
3:00pm I'm still feeling a slight bit off, maybe a wee bit socially awkward, too.
7:00pm I think I've evenend out.
Conclusion: Nice experience even if it affected me much more intensely than I expected. I would repeat this experience, and I would do it again at this dose, as well as at 20mg and even at 10mg. I don't know if any of the meds/supplements impacted my experience, but if anything I would have expected them to blunt it. That said, until I try it, I'm not sure that I'd ever take it over methallylescaline at those doses. I think it might be too subtle to be rewarding while simultaneously being at least as debilitating if not more so. If the experience weren't just so pleasant overall, then I don't think I'd ever bother with taking it again to try to see what it's good for. But for me, at least, it was definitely no tofu.
