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Bluelighter
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My pain clinician who has had me on 60mgs to 10mgs, Honestly its been great, I would prefer to take about 30mgs/day, from the clinic, for addiction and continue with benzos on my own terms. Is this common, I don't need take homes so much as a dependable place to dose so I don't go silly or dead on pillies? Idid save my kid's life cuz he sniffed something bad and fell out. I gave him 8mgs narcan; but EMS said it takes 12 these days; so CPR I did I assumed it was on my dead son.! Thank narcan and yours truly he's alive yah!
So I have a benzo addiction which puts my tolerance to 2.5mgs, and I am only rxed 1mg. PTSDandno clear path to a psyciatrist, only nurse practictioners offering prozac. Which makes me suicidal BTW
I take the methadone for back pain; however whden it is taken away, blues are available. I will take them over risking sub precips. Maybe Im freaking out cuz 10mgs methadone isn't the mosts. but Its fucked up trying to get this pain treatedany more easily. I do understand clinics don't treat pain but im addict too!
Subs available if I want to roll the dice about getting sick. Been on methadone and benzos 20 years.
If I am gonna take a blue, should I try my luck at the methadone clinic first?
I have no problems admitting I take drugs, just wondering if a highish level of clonazepam will mean I won't get dosed
So I have a benzo addiction which puts my tolerance to 2.5mgs, and I am only rxed 1mg. PTSDandno clear path to a psyciatrist, only nurse practictioners offering prozac. Which makes me suicidal BTW
I take the methadone for back pain; however whden it is taken away, blues are available. I will take them over risking sub precips. Maybe Im freaking out cuz 10mgs methadone isn't the mosts. but Its fucked up trying to get this pain treatedany more easily. I do understand clinics don't treat pain but im addict too!
Subs available if I want to roll the dice about getting sick. Been on methadone and benzos 20 years.
If I am gonna take a blue, should I try my luck at the methadone clinic first?
I have no problems admitting I take drugs, just wondering if a highish level of clonazepam will mean I won't get dosed