All Cats Go To Heaven

My beautiful 8 month old Maine Coon went missing on January 21st. I thought she was just romming around the neighborhood playing with cats. Yesterday i decided to go walk and look for her rather than look for her by car like i was doing. So i left my house started to look for her.. Within 2 minutes of looking for her. I found her. Not the way i wanted to. She was on the floor by the sidewalk. She had gotten hit by a car. My heart dropped. Its still even difficult for me to even type this. But i figure i've got to let it out some how. It was one of the saddest things i've ever had to endure. I still can't believe shes gone. All i can think about was the pain she went thru. It breaks my heart to think she went thru the pain she did. I can't even bring myself to say My kitty died. Because my kitty and death didn't even belong in the same sentense. She had so much life in her. She was so young. It breaks my heart sooo much. I'm even crying as i write this. I thought she was gonna be with me for years... She had soooo much more life in her. It breaks my heart. I loved my kitty sooo much. She was an indoor/outdoor kitty. I regreat sooo much ever letting her go outside. If i could go back now and never let her go out i would. Even if she meowed in my ear for hours. I'm so sad. I can't believe my kitty is gone. My precious beautiful kitty. I miss her so much. Its so sad here without her. I feeel like its so quiet. Nobody chasing me around. Nobody purring in my face. I can't believe shes gone. I would've spent so much more time with her. I hate losing things i love. I hate it. Second thing i've lost in 2 yrs. I hate it. I hate it. Its the worst emotional feeling in the world to lose something u love. In my case something i love got taken from me. Its sooo sad. errr. Thats why i hate talking about this. It just gets me sooo angry. I love Miss Kitty. I guess i just gotta think of all the good times i had with her.

. I'm gona have to end this blog. I'm getting to emotional.

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