Kittycat5
Bluelighter
Tell me about this gate.
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It was a large solid gate. It was basically all black but it was the only thing in my entire trip that was fucking solid.
What I mean is that I at one point, closed my eyes, pushed on a tent and believed to the very core of my human being that it was not actually there. It's not like saying in your head that it doesn't exist but rather that it, the tent, truly was just made out of code and if you pressed and thought about it logically you could break through it. And when I didn't believe in its existence then I could slip through the cracks of the solid formation. Like literally just push through.
Back to the gate though (On second thought it was more like a Wall. If I think about it, it was the length of as far as my eyes could see. The ''gate'' portion was just the wall portruding from itself forward a bit. Its background was solid black. But running across it (the wall/gate), as if it was a black screen that you needed a key to enter, were an endless array of numbers. When i touched it I instantly turned away from it, as if touching it made me flip (metaphysically of course) and all that was left on it (the gate) was my hand. In that moment I had a set of words no less than 7 no more than 9 inserted into my head.
The gate feels like a force on my hand. What i mean is that if you touch a solid object it will refract some sort of thermal heat back. Whether it feels cold or hot or smooth or whatever it makes no difference. But this gate just felt as if something was there. It was like a repulsion of atoms. Weightless yet i don't think pushing would have done anything to it. The numbers running across it were like a circuit board. They ran interjecte or not but it was clear they were following a set path.
After I learned the words, I returned to my body. I stood up, looked around me and felt like I was above all. But not in the fact that I was all mighty and looked down upon them but rather that all others around me at the camp ground were literally shunning themselves and spreading such hate that it was disgusting. Anger , hatred, and pure jealousy. I then tried to these words to seal this world. I failed. Because I refused to follow through(different story). The next moment i remember is laying on my back face up and i felt the morphing of goggles on my face (This is what developed the idea, and previous views on life that we are living in a three dimensional world with a two dimensional view). They, the goggles, gently vibrated and were moved slightly as if adjusting to my face. I felt cords running on the sides of my face and on my ankles and wrists and thighs. Then I felt a heavy feeling of water surrounding my legs and moving/dripping but in a closed circuit around my legs. Like blobs of water. Then I felt the drip of water from the base of my head and assumed i was going to get shot and it was a precog for how I was going to die.
As for the gate itself, I assume it is what is keeping out all these 'demons' from returning 'Home'. It's what separates this world from the next. It's what has kept those cast out from the other world/side.
But please take this all as speculation. One day I hope to revisit this experience and see just how right I am. Maybe next time i will never return
and I'm Okay with that! :D
What I mean is that I at one point, closed my eyes, pushed on a tent and believed to the very core of my human being that it was not actually there. It's not like saying in your head that it doesn't exist but rather that it, the tent, truly was just made out of code and if you pressed and thought about it logically you could break through it. And when I didn't believe in its existence then I could slip through the cracks of the solid formation. Like literally just push through.
Back to the gate though (On second thought it was more like a Wall. If I think about it, it was the length of as far as my eyes could see. The ''gate'' portion was just the wall portruding from itself forward a bit. Its background was solid black. But running across it (the wall/gate), as if it was a black screen that you needed a key to enter, were an endless array of numbers. When i touched it I instantly turned away from it, as if touching it made me flip (metaphysically of course) and all that was left on it (the gate) was my hand. In that moment I had a set of words no less than 7 no more than 9 inserted into my head.
The gate feels like a force on my hand. What i mean is that if you touch a solid object it will refract some sort of thermal heat back. Whether it feels cold or hot or smooth or whatever it makes no difference. But this gate just felt as if something was there. It was like a repulsion of atoms. Weightless yet i don't think pushing would have done anything to it. The numbers running across it were like a circuit board. They ran interjecte or not but it was clear they were following a set path.
After I learned the words, I returned to my body. I stood up, looked around me and felt like I was above all. But not in the fact that I was all mighty and looked down upon them but rather that all others around me at the camp ground were literally shunning themselves and spreading such hate that it was disgusting. Anger , hatred, and pure jealousy. I then tried to these words to seal this world. I failed. Because I refused to follow through(different story). The next moment i remember is laying on my back face up and i felt the morphing of goggles on my face (This is what developed the idea, and previous views on life that we are living in a three dimensional world with a two dimensional view). They, the goggles, gently vibrated and were moved slightly as if adjusting to my face. I felt cords running on the sides of my face and on my ankles and wrists and thighs. Then I felt a heavy feeling of water surrounding my legs and moving/dripping but in a closed circuit around my legs. Like blobs of water. Then I felt the drip of water from the base of my head and assumed i was going to get shot and it was a precog for how I was going to die.
As for the gate itself, I assume it is what is keeping out all these 'demons' from returning 'Home'. It's what separates this world from the next. It's what has kept those cast out from the other world/side.
But please take this all as speculation. One day I hope to revisit this experience and see just how right I am. Maybe next time i will never return
and I'm Okay with that! :D
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