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alcohol withdrawl

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gaga11

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okay so ive been heavy drinking ever since november until march like at least twice a week sometimes it could be 4 or even 5 i got really sick at the end of march beginning of april i have been drinking altho occassionally cuz it fucks up the stomach so last night i drank a little bit not too much i was also taking about 250mg of 5htp because of using ecstasy i only did it twice but kinda got depressed i also quit marihuana since it would make me so thirsty and make me drink more then the stomach issues came back
so ever since i stopped drinking everytime i drink i get either blackout feeligns or paranoia last night i puked badly dont even know what it was since id idnt eat at all and then this morning ive puking ALOT to the point its yellow stuff comign and literally cant stop i have an excrutiating pain in the left side of my abdomen so my main question is could this be withdrawl even tho i havent drank heavily in days in a row but only once a week..i feel like im going through the worst seriously feel like i want to die but i dont feel the usual hangover symptoms like pain in the body and that i just CANT stop throwin up and cant sleep
 
go to the hospital man why take a chance with your life doesnt sound like you should be experiencing w/d but if you are it is life threatniing i think you should go to the er get yourself checked out
 
or you can also make a test with yourself i guess drink alittle and c how u feel if you feel better then obviously its w/d if you dont then its something else
 
ii just gagged acid for 10 minutes in a row i took this pain drug clonixinato de lisina i dont know the english name im very sorry but it has been helll i could feel it burning in my nose and throat..i thought it would help to make me stop throwing up but for some reason i CANT its beel like this for like 10 hours on and off bed to throw up/diarrhea this is PURE HELL i dont know if it was just the drinking or the combination of 5htp im pretty sure ive felt like this twice in my life and the last time was like 3 weeks ago idk what to do! feel like i wanna fucking die could this be a stomach issue? a withdrawl problem ?the 5htp ? or just anothe rhangover im so hungry and thirsty and im fucking scared to do either one of this
 
ok so tje pain stopped..i fear this might lead me to a bulimic issue..ive been through that for about 2 months it was HELL i finally overcame it by a therapist..it was helpful made me a little less compulsive thats also why i have to take thr 5htp its nto an option not to take it
:(:(:( i just feel like my mind is severly damaged im only 18 and my issues started like in mid february now they jsut wont go away.. i know drugs dont help but they have been some sort of escape and man if my parents only knew ...they would fucking die
 
you should go to the emergency room dont gamble with your life i would stop taking any meds because ur just gonna throw it right back up anyways try to keep yourself hydrated tho drink water even tho it comes back up drink some more seems to me like you wanna tough it out if you can get a hold of any benzo that could help but i really think you should go to the er
 
i will..damn im such an idiot i suspect this is not because of alcohol nor drugs but because of heavy laxative abuse and bulimia well we all have do pay for the consequences dont we..now im scared i might never be able to drink again inmy life:(i just thought this section of the website will help me to get some comfort and someone could relate what im going through
 
there are threads about this subject surf bluelight alittle ull find them dont worry ur only 18 u can chnage and do whatever u want u barley even started life yet if you get str8 now u will be so much happier i started heavy drugs at ur age u hav a chance 2 stop at that age im envious
 
idk i just feel lethargic all the time..and i have such an odd compulsive behavior especially with food and alcohol drugs dont seem to be that much of an issue like cocaine or X..but once i comedown i feel worse and worse and so on..idk whats going on with my head and body i have an appointment with the stomach doc next week this will be comforting i hope but it will be embarrasing to tell him everything ive done to myself
 
do not be embaresed evreything you tel him is between you n him so dont hold back becasue if you do he might mis diagnose you so be open wit him i wish you the best of luck : ) n by the way its normal to feel the way you do if youre abusing drugs try stayin sober 4 alittle n c how u feel
 
i havent really abused it that much ive done e twice coke once weed is anotherstory but no hardcore stuff at all but i did abuse laxatives SEVERELY
 
did i mention i started using drugs to lose weight ive never been overweight in my life ive gained some and dropped some back and forth but ive never been in a rosky place right now it fucked uo my stomach to the point i dont know what to do with myself and feel like a fucking nut idk i its real hypochondriac or what the hell is happening to meee its been a whole month of feeling like this it has stopped for a few days then it comes back.......
 
to each is own im sure the laxatives damage the body same as drugs do mayb you dont get w/d from them but u do hav a phycological addiction as far as i can tel im not sure how laxativces affect the body or mind that would be a good ? for the doctor
 
i feel extremely worthless with myself ive had suicidal thoughts but i would NEVER even get to the point to try its just nto in my nature :( im just completely sad nad have no escape
 
yes and since uppersare appetite suppresents they just seemed worth trying but u will feel even hungrier and mroe compulsive onc eu comedown
 
chamomille tea was like fucking HEAVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN i wanna get some benzo for all the pain and stuff idk how it could affect my stomach????thanks the help certainly appreciated i will keep posting my expierences and improvement but alcohol is truly more dangerous than i eer imagined so are laxatives im gonna stay away from those for good
 
im happy 2 hear that n by the way green tea is alot better for the stomach or get some ginger those are the 2 best things for the stomach atleast 4 me when i go thru my lovly opiate w/d which i am now green tea is so helpful i drink chamamile b4 bed n make sure u dont get hooked on benzos they are very addictive so if you are fine now dont get any i just said that b4 so you could just knock urself out : )
 
n stick around bluelight they really hav the best ppl here they help me so much i love bluelight : ) they are always here for u whenever u need help id b more then glad 2 talk to you whenever you want feel free to pm me u r a bluelighter now that u got hit the 50 mark : )
 
i will prepare myself some green tea later to take it with my 5htp btu i have to wait a few hours so i dont gag it:( and i am craving alcohol like u have no ideaa
 
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