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Alcohol + Diazepam - New Experience - zombification + blackout

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Harambulus

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Well, before I got any definite answers on here I thought I'd carefully give it a whirl.

I'd been taking small dabs of diaz. I know is hazardous not weighing it out (but actually i think it's more accurate this way cos the 0.01 scales I got seem to only be accurate within 5mgs). I was making sure they were low; I'd estimate 10-12 mg.

I was thinking this usual benzo buzz nice but a cpl beers would really potentiate these nice feelings

so i got a couple of 5% ish ales. Drank on in an hour our so and cracked straight into the next.

I had been sitting at computer not thinking much had changed but as i stood up i found my motor control having become extremely impaired. As I tried to stand up I stumbled and crashed on my bed.

I was finding it really hard to move. I had gotten up for something but I forgot what so i kept trying to move off my bed.

All of a sudden I felt myself crash onto the wooden flooring.

While there I thought to myself 'this is pretty comfy'. The only other times I have deliberately gone to 'floor level' are when on shrooms as it seems more 'natural' there (I know ironic cos you are still INSIDE, lol)

I must have blacked out for a while cos what felt quite a bit of time (didn't check the clock at either moments so dunno). I awoke confused wondering what was in front of my vision until I realized I was staring at the skirting boards of my floor.

To add to that have had minor illusions/hallucinations where random objects of my room will appear alien to me and moving around unless I really focused hard. The towel rack seemed to be jolting around in the peripheral of my vision or just he plan wall which had been emitting dull brightly coloured psychedelic swirls similar to a lsd strip.

Overall I kept bumping into things like the door frame as I missed the angle being in such a cognitively compromised situation.

also I found my sense of touch almost completely diminished as I would go to pick something up and think I was holding it and then be perplexed as to why it still remained in the same place. This caused typing to be a massive joke as it seemed like i was tapping a key and nothing was happening so would do so several times then look up and see i had typed COMPLETE nonsense.

I just logged onto my computer now to see this half written post probably while still mildly in that stupefied haze having to do MUCH editing to make it coherent to the common eye.

This was by no means a worrying experience to me. I will probably do the same soon cos it was a pretty nice spaced out feeling so long as I am not planning on operating any heavy machinery :). I found it quite funny but I'm sure the blackouts are one to watch out for if there maybe anything hazardous in the area.

Also to note I thought to bring myself out of this haze and give me a 'jolt' I decided to take a few dabs of mdma. Before I did this I was quite sur i had around 500mg left . I was taking a few small dabs and later took what was left in the bag. that was rather a futile effort as i got hardly anything out of it as the diazepam was probably canceling most of the effect. That and I'd already dosed the day before. ah well live and learn eh :).
 
Glad you had fun, but be careful man.

Taking unmeasured amounts of diazepam powder is pretty sketchy to begin with, and the risks are compounded with alcohol in the mix. They are quite synergistic with one another.

It's easy to make incredibly bad decisions while under the influence of too much benzos or especially on benzos+alcohol. Besides the risk of injuring yourself by falling over (or a car crash if you are dumb enough to drive), benzos are pretty notorious for leading to reckless drug taking. Even if you don't kill yourself as a result, it's a waste of drugs to take them when you won't remember it anyway.

Perhaps you could make a liquid solution using an amount that your scale could accurately measure in a know volume of liquid? For example, I think you could dissolve 100mg+/-5mg diazepam into 50ml of vodka, and therefore, have a solution with 2mg per ml that could be accurately dosed with an oral syringe.

Not trying to be preachy here, just posting some thoughts you might want to consider.
 
best way to waste your diazepam is to take it when drunk. POINTLESSS!!
 
Seriously. Why would you want to try this again, when your last experience turned out so bad? At least have a sober friend to watch you so you don't fall and knock yourself into a coma.
 
a few mates of mine take diaz'es with alcohol and have a great time but some often say thay wake up an dont no where they are or wake up and remember nothing, iv always wanted to try it, the best iv had is 5mg diazapam and 25mg amitriptyline lay floating in my bed for about 6 hours but felt like 5mins lol
 
I took 30mg diazepam and 40mg of ritalin before going out drinking with a load of mates. Started with a few cans at 2pm. by 6pm i had drank about 8 pints and shared a bottle of vodka with a friend( I had about 250cc of it!) I was in great form not feeling drunk but really happy. This is where the memory fades. I have a couple of flashbacks of walking home to eat having not eaten all day..not sure if i got sick..cant remember if i eat or not but remember thinking i couldnt make it home before i passed out with tiredness. this i figure must have been about 8.30pm. Woke up feelin like shit just rememberin dreamin bout the benzos fuckin me up nd all.

I just hope i havent destroyed some part of my brain because im still not right 5 days later..forgetting things and being fatigued.

Thats my story..do not drink with benzos!!!!
 
quaddra said:
I took 30mg diazepam and 40mg of ritalin before going out drinking with a load of mates. Started with a few cans at 2pm. by 6pm i had drank about 8 pints and shared a bottle of vodka with a friend( I had about 250cc of it!) I was in great form not feeling drunk but really happy. This is where the memory fades. I have a couple of flashbacks of walking home to eat having not eaten all day..not sure if i got sick..cant remember if i eat or not but remember thinking i couldnt make it home before i passed out with tiredness. this i figure must have been about 8.30pm. Woke up feelin like shit just rememberin dreamin bout the benzos fuckin me up nd all.

I just hope i havent destroyed some part of my brain because im still not right 5 days later..forgetting things and being fatigued.

Thats my story..do not drink with benzos!!!!
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That's begging your heart to please stop working.

Benzos and alcohol are a bad bad bad idea. I recently fell down the stairs and fucked myself up from simply 10mg and 2 beers. I also feel that your memory takes a damaging hit from this too. if I take valium normally, or even a bit more than normal, and don't drink, I've yet to ever black out or have memory loss. If I drink with it, I black out, I don't remember shit, and I also feel that it makes my memory suck just a little more and more every time I do it.
 
On the combo now, much prefer to alprazolam and alcohol, as that leads to blackout every single time. This combo just leads to euphoria, social presence, and an overall great time. With that said, its a greatly stupid combo as both are CNS depressants and can lead to deadly results. This not a recommended thing to do at all...
 
Benzodiazepines and alcohol are a very dangerous combination. They definitely slow down your breathing, and definitely increase your chances of blacking out as well. I personally wouldn't mix them unless my Diazepam or Alprazolam dose was early in the morning, and I wasn't drinking until say 9 or 10 at night. The amount of alcohol definitely matters too. If it's only a few beers, from my experience it isn't a big deal at all. If we are talking benzos+any kind of liquor, you will almost always not remember what happened the night before. Taking benzos immediately followed by a moderate dose of alcohol will always result in feeling like this the next day, "what the hell did I do last night?" At least from my experiences, and I am not even a big drinker at all.
 
Yeah I ended up with impaired decision making to the max and became sloppily disrespectful... As usual with alcohol and benzos. A lot of the night was a blur and I remember constantly asking my friend to smoke weed with me. Everytime I do this combo I end up very disappointed in myself and not to mention I end up with a retched hangover because I have no impulse control it seems (non stop drinking) I even considered drinking a bottle of robo last night which would've been completely stupid and I'm glad that I was atleast able to control that impulse. Please NEVER do this combo. It may be fun for a little bit, but I don't enjoy becoming a reckless, selfish, impulsive person... Not to mention you pay money to become this undesirable person and you may not even remember a single thing.... Just wake up feeling like shit. Not at all worth it.
 
Wow, that is really something risky! Why not, enjoy diazepam for the amazing anxiety and muscle pain relieving awesomeness?
I learnt it the hard way, I mixed a lot of diazepam about 70 to 100 (I don't recall) with valerian extract (20 250mg pills) with alcohol and the next thing i remember is I woke up with my feet on a place of food. I was really ashamed of myself for that, and I'd never mix alcohol with diaz.
Why not have some stimulants and be awake and do some nice balancing between the both? Cigarettes are like heaven, but I'm on chewing gums now, somewhat near the experience.

Good luck, leave a mark on the planet!
 
Sounds almost like you were dissociated. Sounds pretty dangerous though. I think benzo's are best used with other drugs, especially pot. I'd suggest smoking some pot and instead of drinking, the first time i done this it felt almost as euphoric as speed with no paranoia at all.
 
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