velmwend
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Polite, pre-trip report notice: I take 10mg lexapro daily. please note that this could have dampened my trip, so always err on the side of caution when considering dosage.
Took the AL-LAD at bed time (11pm) after a couple glasses of wine. Empty tum tum. Stuck 'em under my tongue for 5 mins, chewed 'em up and swallowed. Got into bed and made myself comfy.
2 Hours in: Lay on my back for a couple of hours, started to get a mild headache and some tensing of the muscles. No CEVs, mood was lightening-up and I was starting to get some OEVs, but nothing too intense. Objects shimmered a little. Jumped out of bed and went to the bathroom, turned on the light and 'hehe, yep, trippin'. Decided to go look at porn (everything always leads to porn with me)
3 Hours in: Didn't return to bed. Went downstairs and had a cup of tea and made the mistake of going on the internet. I've never been on a puter while tripping. Nice long action trails on the cursor, very intensely bright and shimmering screen. Went to porn sites and then got the old wanger out and had a quick wank. Then I went on Bluelight and rambled a bit (the results of which you can find in the big and dandy al-lad thread). Felt drunk, OEVs were level 2-ish. bright colours, very present, here and now feeling. Objects very pronounced and everything commanding its own attention. Still got a mild headache.
4 Hours in: Start chuckling like crazy. It's like, suddenly I can't stop laughing. Everything is funny. I go on reddit and I'm lying there on the sofa holding my stomach because it's hurting because I'm laughing so much at jokes. This is stuff I wouldn't normally laugh at much. Anyway, I'm chuckling hard and try to calm myself down.
I calm myself down and go to bed. I lay in bed and this little place in my tummy keeps sending up bubbles of chuckles, I can't control it and I'm just lying there on my side bursting out laughing for no reason. I lay for a while smiling and letting this chuckle place in my tummy do its thing. Still no CEVs and no deep thoughts. Actually, head is very clear and perfectly normal. Everything is happening in this chuckle pit in my tummy. I get the idea that a lot of our personality comes from our hearts.
6 Hours in: I'm coming down, I feel tired and shitty so I down a couple of etizest, lay on my side and eventually drift of to sleep.
Summary: 300ug gave me moderate OEVs. No CEVs at all. Very clear head, no deep thoughts. Put me in a good mood, which led to some uncontrollable chuckling late on in the trip. Masturbation was okay, but nowhere near as pleasurable as after a dose of phenibut. I'll take al-lad again, maybe up the dose, or maybe just use as a mood enhancer. Made me feel a little drunk and gave me a pleasant afterglow for about a day. Great for depressives, like me. I forgot to add that I take 10mg lexapro daily, which could have dampened the overall effects (?)
Took the AL-LAD at bed time (11pm) after a couple glasses of wine. Empty tum tum. Stuck 'em under my tongue for 5 mins, chewed 'em up and swallowed. Got into bed and made myself comfy.
2 Hours in: Lay on my back for a couple of hours, started to get a mild headache and some tensing of the muscles. No CEVs, mood was lightening-up and I was starting to get some OEVs, but nothing too intense. Objects shimmered a little. Jumped out of bed and went to the bathroom, turned on the light and 'hehe, yep, trippin'. Decided to go look at porn (everything always leads to porn with me)
3 Hours in: Didn't return to bed. Went downstairs and had a cup of tea and made the mistake of going on the internet. I've never been on a puter while tripping. Nice long action trails on the cursor, very intensely bright and shimmering screen. Went to porn sites and then got the old wanger out and had a quick wank. Then I went on Bluelight and rambled a bit (the results of which you can find in the big and dandy al-lad thread). Felt drunk, OEVs were level 2-ish. bright colours, very present, here and now feeling. Objects very pronounced and everything commanding its own attention. Still got a mild headache.
4 Hours in: Start chuckling like crazy. It's like, suddenly I can't stop laughing. Everything is funny. I go on reddit and I'm lying there on the sofa holding my stomach because it's hurting because I'm laughing so much at jokes. This is stuff I wouldn't normally laugh at much. Anyway, I'm chuckling hard and try to calm myself down.
I calm myself down and go to bed. I lay in bed and this little place in my tummy keeps sending up bubbles of chuckles, I can't control it and I'm just lying there on my side bursting out laughing for no reason. I lay for a while smiling and letting this chuckle place in my tummy do its thing. Still no CEVs and no deep thoughts. Actually, head is very clear and perfectly normal. Everything is happening in this chuckle pit in my tummy. I get the idea that a lot of our personality comes from our hearts.
6 Hours in: I'm coming down, I feel tired and shitty so I down a couple of etizest, lay on my side and eventually drift of to sleep.
Summary: 300ug gave me moderate OEVs. No CEVs at all. Very clear head, no deep thoughts. Put me in a good mood, which led to some uncontrollable chuckling late on in the trip. Masturbation was okay, but nowhere near as pleasurable as after a dose of phenibut. I'll take al-lad again, maybe up the dose, or maybe just use as a mood enhancer. Made me feel a little drunk and gave me a pleasant afterglow for about a day. Great for depressives, like me. I forgot to add that I take 10mg lexapro daily, which could have dampened the overall effects (?)
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