I need to make a correction, i made a mistake, i earlyer said that i wanted to try a PVP and that this came highly recommended at a dutch drug forum and that IT was a real hype over here, but i Just realized i meant something totally different than a PVP, i meant a stim RC but i cant figure out which one i meant, now that i realize what a PVP is i must say i do not want to try this and this is not An hype over here and its not what was recommended to me but that stim RC was...
I can get confused at Times, and i reAlly know very little about rc's, until very recently i had no interest in Them at all, and i Just got interested in rc's cause i also Just recently find the magic i lost using stims in heroin and this makes me want to explore opiates And opioids a lot more so also opioid rc's, atm i AM most interested in trying out hydrocodone which i can get clinical grade very cheap, but i think - since i have zero tolerance - i AM going to start with o dsmt, tho i suspect im not going to find IT strong enough and maybe not analgesic enough (i know very little about these things, everything i know about IT i Just researched the last hours, i Read some general things about opiates, opioids and rc's, and more specific about heroin and o dsmt, and i researched some trip reports, these were all sources other than bluelight BTW) i initially feared for liking o dsmt since i really find very little To no Joy in Tramadol,.but i know now IT does not have to metabolize to o dsmt as It does when taking Tramadol and that at least for some part due to also this o dsmt is more potent, IT also should be more analgesic and more typical opioid, which all sounds good to me and sound like improvents on tramadol, i also like that from the information i gained that would be not that difficult to experience an at least to some extent intense body euphoria, this is only something i usually only experience during my very best drug experiences but something i really love, on the other hand in a decent trip report on yt (there was something about the way hè told.it that really made me enjoy this trip report a lot, im not sure to which extent this clouds my judgement about the quality of the report itslf but IT seemed well formulated, detailed and i reAlly enjoy that hè also talked about some of his thoughts while on o dsmt other than about the drug experience but were really interesting, IT had to do with math, but IT seemed hè needed An higher dose to have any mental euphoria besides the comfort the other effects Already induced, something i think which in a way maybe is already some type of euphoria but im not sure, maybe i dont define euphoria well enough...
What i also liked was that IT gave long lasting consistent effects, tho not every trip report was saying the same about this, and of course rc's are very easy to get my hands on,.fully legally,.cheap and clinical grade, so rc's have serious advantages for me... Also this gets delivered the next Day with track and trace which gives such a level of Trust and quality to the service delivered by the seller, compared to for example most coke deliveries over here, that this is something Really important to me...
Im also looking forward to Really any day now again have some oxy, which i suspect i Will still like more than o dsmt as i also got to know from that trip report...
But there are some things about rcs that also seem less good to me,.i always felt very attracted to the idea of all natural drugs and i always felt - i dont want to think about if.this might be A total illusion - but i felt like drugs being semi synthetic the semi part gave Them some soul and made me appreciate Them more, so i dont like IT that rc's are fully synthetic, also, and maybe this is Just a misconception of me, but IT seems to me as if rc's have more side effects than classic drugs, i dont really know where i got this Idea,.also i dont like that since IT are rc's i feel too little is known about each drug...
These are the things that are keeping me busy atm...