lightblue543
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Thanks.
Right now though things are rough. I'm just drinking enough to 'keep the shakes and sweats at bay' and 'keep alcohol in my bloodstream to ward off DT's'. I will continue to do this until the withdrawal is over. So far, from the actual beginning of the withdrawal (the shaking hands, lack of energy etc.) it's been about 3 days.
Very weird experience yesterday, could have sworn everyone was staring at me in a way that suggested they knew I was coming... Similar thing today, I thought the whole town had been made aware that I was going through withdrawals and they were slandering and speaking about me behind my back. I get up out of my seat and some guy is already looking at me through the bedroom window (suggesting he was looking before I got up), I look out of the window and others are looking at me. Along with this I thought the neighbors where talking about me also and trying to use the ladder to break into my home... WTF? The more anxious I got the more paranoid I became and vice versa, until 1 beer at 3:20PM today put a rest to that. This could have been brief psychosis, however, I still have no explanation as to why others were in fact glaring at me through the windows... I'm doubtful it was a visual hallucination as I don't think I'm at that stage yet, but who knows.
Short-term memory is also shot, just like in the movie "Memento", I thought things that happened yesterday actually happened today, I am somewhat confused although I know the date, time, and current location. Given that this is occurring exclusively during the withdrawal, and given that I'm always taking Thiamine and a multivitamin, I don't think this is Korsakoff's and it should wear off once the withdrawal is over. As for Wernicke's, I don't show any of the main symptoms, however, I do show some of the 'diverse' symptoms. Once this is over I may have my doc order some tests.
I will keep this thread up to date for anyone who wants to hear about how it's going.
Right now though things are rough. I'm just drinking enough to 'keep the shakes and sweats at bay' and 'keep alcohol in my bloodstream to ward off DT's'. I will continue to do this until the withdrawal is over. So far, from the actual beginning of the withdrawal (the shaking hands, lack of energy etc.) it's been about 3 days.
Very weird experience yesterday, could have sworn everyone was staring at me in a way that suggested they knew I was coming... Similar thing today, I thought the whole town had been made aware that I was going through withdrawals and they were slandering and speaking about me behind my back. I get up out of my seat and some guy is already looking at me through the bedroom window (suggesting he was looking before I got up), I look out of the window and others are looking at me. Along with this I thought the neighbors where talking about me also and trying to use the ladder to break into my home... WTF? The more anxious I got the more paranoid I became and vice versa, until 1 beer at 3:20PM today put a rest to that. This could have been brief psychosis, however, I still have no explanation as to why others were in fact glaring at me through the windows... I'm doubtful it was a visual hallucination as I don't think I'm at that stage yet, but who knows.
Short-term memory is also shot, just like in the movie "Memento", I thought things that happened yesterday actually happened today, I am somewhat confused although I know the date, time, and current location. Given that this is occurring exclusively during the withdrawal, and given that I'm always taking Thiamine and a multivitamin, I don't think this is Korsakoff's and it should wear off once the withdrawal is over. As for Wernicke's, I don't show any of the main symptoms, however, I do show some of the 'diverse' symptoms. Once this is over I may have my doc order some tests.
I will keep this thread up to date for anyone who wants to hear about how it's going.
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