addiction/pessimism vs how do you enjoy sober life?

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You'll have to figure out what activities make you happy, it can take awhile and a lot of trial and error. I remember I always felt like I should be able to have fun doing all the activities I did high, straight, and I felt like there was something wrong with me when I couldn't go see a dj straight and enjoy myself. But the fact is, I just don't enjoy doing that sober, and I've accepted that there's nothing wrong with that. I don't force myself to do things that I *think* should make me happy, instead I just do what I feel like. Usually that means spending quite a bit of time alone and walking out in nature.