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Adderral XR making me have gay thoughts and I am straight

meth and adds will make people have some weird thoughts . read about how it effects neurotransmitters , which help us think when these things are bombarded like stimulants do,. id lay off unless you want to get high and indulge in your thoughts. kinda a diassoative effect. kinda split personality . don't know man your thoughts may keep getting more forbidden, then what. if your not gay and speed makes you think gay fantasies you may want to stop, how far and how much more will you need?
 
Who cares ? Are you happy the way you are - if so then enjoy your life, jack off to whatever you enjoy when high and get along with your day to day life when your down / sober.

Eating my own cum - by the time I have scraped it off the floor/walls etc I have lost all interest
 
This thread reminded me of this article from a while back. And big surprise, the drug worked on the same dopamine receptors as coke and meth...

Man Says Parkinson's Drug Made Him Addicted to Gambling and Gay Sex
Feb. 2, 2011

By KATIE MOISSE, ABC News Medical Unit via World News

Didier Jambart, 51, of Nantes, France, is suing the British pharmaceutical company GlaxoSmithKline, claiming the drug he took to treat his Parkinson's symptoms, Requip, turned him into a gambling and gay sex addict.

The married father of two said he blew through his family's savings and even took to stealing to finance his online gambling habit, the French Press Agency reported. He also became addicted to gay sex and risky sexual encounters that led to him being raped, his lawyers said.

Parkinson's disease destroys neurons deep within the brain that release the "feel-good" neurotransmitter dopamine. Requip belongs to a class of drugs called dopamine agonists that relieve motor symptoms, such as shaking, stiffness, slowness and trouble balancing, by activating dopamine receptors. But the drugs have side effects that, while rare, are serious.

"There are plenty of reports of people developing side effects from Parkinson's drugs, such as hypersexuality, gambling and excessive shopping," said Dr. David Standaert, professor and interim chairman of neurology and director of the Center for Neurodegeneration and Experimental Therapeutics at the University of Alabama at Birmingham. "It's uncommon, but very dramatic when it happens."

Up to 17 percent of people with Parkinson's disease who take dopamine agonists exhibit an impulse control disorder, according to a 2010 study published in the Archives of Neurology.

"It can be devastating for those people," said Dr. Mark Stacy, a neurologist at Duke University Medical Center, who first linked the drugs to gambling in 2000. "And I think that because of the embarassing nature of the complaint, it's a bit amplified."
Jambart's Case Has Precedent

Jambart is not the first Parkinson's patient to sue a drug maker over these symptoms.

In 2008, a district court in Minneapolis awarded Gary Charbonneau $8.2 million in gambling losses and punitive damages in a suit against the makers of Mirapex, Pfizer and Boehringer Ingelheim.

And in 2010, more than 100 patients in Australia sued Pfizer and Aspen Pharmacare -- the makers of Cabaser and Permax respectively -- over sex and gambling addictions.

"Dopamine is a reward signal," Standaert said, adding that certain illicit drugs, such as cocaine and methamphetamine, act on dopamine receptors. Standaert said he has met patients who have gambled or shopped away hundreds of thousands of dollars.

"In certain individuals who seem sensitive to this, these dopamine agonists really make them overcome their normal inhibitions," Standaert said. "They lose their moral compass."

Compulsive behaviors such as pathological gambling and hypersexuality are now listed as a side effect on the drugs' package inserts. But Jambart claims this wasn't the case when he starting taking Requip in 2003.

By the time he stopped taking Requip in 2005, he had already been demoted at work and suffered psychological trauma because of his addictions, his lawyers told the French Press Agency.

In the United States, GSK added warnings about unusual behaviors to the Requip package insert in July 2005 and expanded them in 2006, according to company spokeswoman Mary Anne Rhyne, who was unable to comment on the timing of the insert update in France.

"We urge patients to talk to their doctor before deciding to stop or start taking any medicine," Rhyne said. "Anyone receiving treatment with dopamine agonists who notices unusual behaviours, such as new or increased gambling urges, increased sexual urges or other intense urges should talk to their doctor."

Although the package insert lists the possible side effects, doctors should make sure patients are aware of them before prescribing the drugs, according to Dr. Joseph Jankovic, professor of neurology and director of the Parkinson's Disease Center and Movement Disorders Clinic at Baylor College of Medicine.

"There's a trade-off between reduction of motor symptoms and the side effects, Jankovic said. "As long as it's discussed and patients and their family are aware, I think most patients will agree that the benefits outweigh the risks."

But if a patient does develop behavioral side effects, they usually have to stop taking the drug. There are other treatment options, such as L-Dopa and deep brain stimulation. But these have risks and side effects too.
Hopes for New Drugs

As many as 1 million people in the United States have Parkinson's disease, and up to 60,000 new cases are diagnosed every year, according to the National Parkinson Foundation.

With medications like dopamine agonists, newly diagnosed patients can maintain relatively normal lives for 15 years or more, Standaert said. But ultimately, the disease still catches up with them.

"We want to find a way to diagnose Parkinson's disease earlier and find a treatment that actually stops the disease from progressing," Standaert said.

In the meantime, treating the symptoms with drugs like dopamine agonists can help people with Parkinson's disease maintain normal lives, Standaert said.

"These side effects are colorful and serious, but rare," Standaert said. "These are very useful medications. People shouldn't be frightened, they should just know about the risks."
 
I wonder if the dopamine flood means that if you are assessing physical attraction to someone while on the drug, you would be less inclined to stick to your usual parameters.

A lot of people become functionally bisexual on certain drugs because the euphoria makes them more receptive to everything.

On the other hand, you could have a homosexual side too, and there's nothing wrong with that either.
 
Hahahaha dude:
What is cool though about this is I can jack off for ever and sometimes get real close to were some cum will cum out,not a lot and not pre-cum, but cum, and I am able to eat it.
You eat your own fucking cum and you're worried about being gay periodically? For God's sake man at least have the decency to let it be someone else's cum. My God man.
 
upper regularly get me off on really weird shit, it really lowers your inhibition, just like sexual arousal supresses your disgust [1]
I think many people are at least bisexual but think it isn't socially acceptable for them and repress it because of that.

Just be happy and explore the new part of yourself that you found out about, I guess. =]

[1] http://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2012/09/120912184518.htm
 
You're bi/bi curious. Deal with it. It's nothing to be ashamed of and the sooner you accept it the better you'll feel.
 
No, they have parades and everything for the LGBT community. The thing that is killing me is I love women, but I watch tranny porn, I am only attracted to the very pretty and femine looking trannys though. I dont like guys or look at them in that way unless they kinda already look like girls. Its confusing. I think I have a online porn problem and I am just getting used to the same stuff and I need more stim or something.
Thanks everybody for your input, I may be bi...but like the other guy said it doesn't matter go with the flow.
 
upper regularly get me off on really weird shit, it really lowers your inhibition, just like sexual arousal supresses your disgust [1]
I think many people are at least bisexual but think it isn't socially acceptable for them and repress it because of that.

Just be happy and explore the new part of yourself that you found out about, I guess. =]

[1] http://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2012/09/120912184518.htm


Thanks buddy, I think you are right
 
Hahahaha dude:

You eat your own fucking cum and you're worried about being gay periodically? For God's sake man at least have the decency to let it be someone else's cum. My God man.

I know how it sounds, but I can only taste eat, not really eat it. Its weird I know. Thats why I put the question out, even if its been answered a million times probably. It just feels good to ask the question where people can comment and I can just kinda digest the comments and make my own conclusion, but I appreciate all comments, thanks again.
 
This thread reminded me of this article from a while back. And big surprise, the drug worked on the same dopamine receptors as coke and meth...

Man Says Parkinson's Drug Made Him Addicted to Gambling and Gay Sex
Feb. 2, 2011

By KATIE MOISSE, ABC News Medical Unit via World News

Didier Jambart, 51, of Nantes, France, is suing the British pharmaceutical company GlaxoSmithKline, claiming the drug he took to treat his Parkinson's symptoms, Requip, turned him into a gambling and gay sex addict.

The married father of two said he blew through his family's savings and even took to stealing to finance his online gambling habit, the French Press Agency reported. He also became addicted to gay sex and risky sexual encounters that led to him being raped, his lawyers said.

Parkinson's disease destroys neurons deep within the brain that release the "feel-good" neurotransmitter dopamine. Requip belongs to a class of drugs called dopamine agonists that relieve motor symptoms, such as shaking, stiffness, slowness and trouble balancing, by activating dopamine receptors. But the drugs have side effects that, while rare, are serious.

"There are plenty of reports of people developing side effects from Parkinson's drugs, such as hypersexuality, gambling and excessive shopping," said Dr. David Standaert, professor and interim chairman of neurology and director of the Center for Neurodegeneration and Experimental Therapeutics at the University of Alabama at Birmingham. "It's uncommon, but very dramatic when it happens."

Up to 17 percent of people with Parkinson's disease who take dopamine agonists exhibit an impulse control disorder, according to a 2010 study published in the Archives of Neurology.

"It can be devastating for those people," said Dr. Mark Stacy, a neurologist at Duke University Medical Center, who first linked the drugs to gambling in 2000. "And I think that because of the embarassing nature of the complaint, it's a bit amplified."
Jambart's Case Has Precedent

Jambart is not the first Parkinson's patient to sue a drug maker over these symptoms.

In 2008, a district court in Minneapolis awarded Gary Charbonneau $8.2 million in gambling losses and punitive damages in a suit against the makers of Mirapex, Pfizer and Boehringer Ingelheim.

And in 2010, more than 100 patients in Australia sued Pfizer and Aspen Pharmacare -- the makers of Cabaser and Permax respectively -- over sex and gambling addictions.

"Dopamine is a reward signal," Standaert said, adding that certain illicit drugs, such as cocaine and methamphetamine, act on dopamine receptors. Standaert said he has met patients who have gambled or shopped away hundreds of thousands of dollars.

"In certain individuals who seem sensitive to this, these dopamine agonists really make them overcome their normal inhibitions," Standaert said. "They lose their moral compass."

Compulsive behaviors such as pathological gambling and hypersexuality are now listed as a side effect on the drugs' package inserts. But Jambart claims this wasn't the case when he starting taking Requip in 2003.

By the time he stopped taking Requip in 2005, he had already been demoted at work and suffered psychological trauma because of his addictions, his lawyers told the French Press Agency.

In the United States, GSK added warnings about unusual behaviors to the Requip package insert in July 2005 and expanded them in 2006, according to company spokeswoman Mary Anne Rhyne, who was unable to comment on the timing of the insert update in France.

"We urge patients to talk to their doctor before deciding to stop or start taking any medicine," Rhyne said. "Anyone receiving treatment with dopamine agonists who notices unusual behaviours, such as new or increased gambling urges, increased sexual urges or other intense urges should talk to their doctor."

Although the package insert lists the possible side effects, doctors should make sure patients are aware of them before prescribing the drugs, according to Dr. Joseph Jankovic, professor of neurology and director of the Parkinson's Disease Center and Movement Disorders Clinic at Baylor College of Medicine.

"There's a trade-off between reduction of motor symptoms and the side effects, Jankovic said. "As long as it's discussed and patients and their family are aware, I think most patients will agree that the benefits outweigh the risks."

But if a patient does develop behavioral side effects, they usually have to stop taking the drug. There are other treatment options, such as L-Dopa and deep brain stimulation. But these have risks and side effects too.
Hopes for New Drugs

As many as 1 million people in the United States have Parkinson's disease, and up to 60,000 new cases are diagnosed every year, according to the National Parkinson Foundation.

With medications like dopamine agonists, newly diagnosed patients can maintain relatively normal lives for 15 years or more, Standaert said. But ultimately, the disease still catches up with them.

"We want to find a way to diagnose Parkinson's disease earlier and find a treatment that actually stops the disease from progressing," Standaert said.

In the meantime, treating the symptoms with drugs like dopamine agonists can help people with Parkinson's disease maintain normal lives, Standaert said.

"These side effects are colorful and serious, but rare," Standaert said. "These are very useful medications. People shouldn't be frightened, they should just know about the risks."

Great read, thank you...I am still trying to figure this thing out, still watching tranny porn, but still think I am somewhat straight...
 
I know how it sounds, but I can only taste eat, not really eat it. Its weird I know. Thats why I put the question out, even if its been answered a million times probably. It just feels good to ask the question where people can comment and I can just kinda digest the comments and make my own conclusion, but I appreciate all comments, thanks again.

I'm sorry I didn't mean to laugh at you. I just found it ironic. uppers can bring about hypersexuality but it doesn't make you have thoughts that weren't already dormant or at least that is what I think.
 
Were you brought up in a household that frowned upon homosexuality? Or have you ever personally had something against gays? A lot of people grow up with so much negativity towards them that they don't even realize they're gay/bi themselves... which is sad. I was thinking that maybe because the adderall was increasing your sex drive, it was bringing out some suppressed fantasies of yours or something. Then again, considering you're openly posting about this, you don't strike me as the type of guy who has an issue with gays. Lol.
Anyway, it's human instinct to put labels on ourselves and each other. But why should we have to? I think you should just go with the flow, like you said. If you wanna experiment with a guy, go for it. If not, that's cool too. Just do you. :)
 
Thanks for the comments, it's just weird that after I finish I'm turned off by the thoughts of gay sex. I dont know I'll just go with the flow.

After I finish I have very little interest in sex at all... So I think that's normal.

You came. Gotta recharge.
 
I'm eagerly awaiting the dissolution of the idea of sexuality. Until then, a word to the wise -

Fantasies are best left fantasies, because explored fantasies create new fantasies, thus the addictive mind is ENGAGED. (Pair it with a stim and LOL at urself)

Let's just say there's a scale of sexual fantasy and i think stimulant abuse plays a very important, albeit seperate factor.

On one end of the scale we have the naive mind, able to achieve fantastical levels of sexual arousal and enjoyment, able to imagine a SINGULAR image and 'get off' inevitably. Once that fantasy becomes a reality, (you touch that 'boob' or whatever) it's no longer a fantasy and a new one is created. So you choose where on that scale you want to be.

Choose your battles wisely you know? You don't wanna be oozing when your daughters friends come over in shorts, but you also dont want to have to smear your face in shit and shove a street cone up your ass as a form of foreplay.


By the way, gay play for a straight man means nothing about sexuality, in fact sexuality is pretty much a vague theory, it's just another high for another addict on another day.
 
ive often wondered if oxycodone makes me a worse gambler than when not on oxy - it seems to make one overly optimistic, which aint good, especially in gambling. wondering if i could sue mundiepharma (as I'm legitly prescribed it for a shattered shoulder), semi joking here.

i don't think any drug can alter ones sexual preference though.
 
What's the point in putting up craigslist ads? I mean, you're already getting off while watching porn. Is the intent of the ads, to find someone? Like, it's that what you're wishing for? Sex with someone... manly-ish? I think it's one thing to fantasize and it's another to act on it.
 
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