FlowUster
Greenlighter
Time: 8:25AM Central Standard Time(US)
Dose: 40mg Adderall XR Orally
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This was my first time taking adderall and I decided to take it at school as most people do. When I got to school I bought a water bottle and went to the bathroom. In the stalls I consumed 40mg of adderall XR orally. I had done extensive research on adderall among other amphetamines and I already knew that it was going to be my new favorite drug.
8:45AM
At this point I was about a quarter of the way through my first period class, Algebra I. I was beginning to grow frustrated at this point because I felt no different and I felt like I wasted the money I spent on the adderall. About halfway through the class period we were given a test. During the test is when I think I really realized the effects the adderall was having on me. The problems were extremely intriguing and very easy to focus on. I remember the test being quite easy and actually quite fun. Upon completion of the test I finally raised my head from the paper and took a look around me. I looked at the people's papers around me and saw that most of them weren't even halfway through the first page. I handed the test in and sat back down in my desk. The rest of the class period went by fairly quickly and before I knew it the bell rang and it was off to my next class, English.
9:45AM
I could definitely tell at this point that I was peaking on the initial dose XR releases. I remember we were filling out questions for a book we were reading and we could work with partners. While working with my partner on the assignment I remember feeling as though everyone else was taking forever to do the assignment and it annoyed the crap out of me. I kept getting ahead of my partner and he would keep asking me about the answer to a question I had just completed. I remember getting so annoyed with him that I ended up doing most of his assignment for him as well as my assignment. Something that also stuck out to me is how frustrating it was to write with a pencil on paper. I remember that no matter how fast I wrote I felt like I was still writing extremely slow. Everytime I would try to write a sentence the letters would look very sloppy and poorly written. Now I would also like to point out that, although I was getting frustrated and agitated, I was having a great time. I felt focused, alert and very, very social.
11:05AM
This is when lunch started. Lunch period is an hour long and you can choose to go to the lunchroom and eat or you can choose to go to a classroom to work. Of course, being under the influence of adderall I chose the latter. The entire hour I worked on assignments. Something that really stuck out to me was how much my attention span had seemed to increase. Usually when I work on homework I'll always check my phone or go on social media sites periodically while working. On adderall all I wanted to do was work. I had finished 8 assignments in 1 hour which otherwise would've taken me 2-3+ hours.
2:05AM
This is when I really started to feel the 2nd release dose of the XR kick in. My friend, whom I sat next to in this class period, had snorted about 30mg of XR about an hour prior. This excited me very much as at this point all I wanted to do was talk about how I was feeling. We had a work day that day and the entire hour all we did was talk. I remember feeling as though I could've wrote an essay or given a speech on any subject. It was easily one of my favorite drug experiences and I highly reccommend it to people considering taking adderall whether it be for recreational use or work related use.
After Thoughts
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I would very much like to say that adderall really did have an impact on my social life and work ethic. I know that adderall is not meant to be a life changing drug and you're not meant to trip out on it but I would really like to say that, to anyone who has social anxiety, depression, trouble focusing or just problems being around people I very much reccommend you try adderall in a high dose at least once. It had never occured to me until I began talking to people while peaking on adderall but I realized afterwards that I really did struggle with social anxiety. For as long as I can remember I've never been truly comfortable talking to people, even close friends or relatives. When I was peaking on adderall all the anxiety vanished and it was no longer a challenge to come up with things to say or relate to what people were saying. It was actually extremely fun and I very much enjoyed it. For once in my life I felt a connection to people around me and I didn't really give a damn about whether what they thought about me was positive or negative. It was extremely liberating and I'm beginning to learn how to feel this way without needing to be under the influence of adderall. There's also a thought that occurred to me after the adderall had worn off. I thought about people who distance themselves from social contact and comfort themselves in keeping to themselves. I felt like I could relate to them because I knew what it was like to not want to talk to others. But I can truly say now that being social is much more enjoyable than closing yourself off from others. I can't stress it enough, I highly recommend adderall to anyone who struggles with social contact with others. Of course this doesn't mean you should rely on adderall to make you happy and social. Trip responsibly.
~Flow
Dose: 40mg Adderall XR Orally
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This was my first time taking adderall and I decided to take it at school as most people do. When I got to school I bought a water bottle and went to the bathroom. In the stalls I consumed 40mg of adderall XR orally. I had done extensive research on adderall among other amphetamines and I already knew that it was going to be my new favorite drug.
8:45AM
At this point I was about a quarter of the way through my first period class, Algebra I. I was beginning to grow frustrated at this point because I felt no different and I felt like I wasted the money I spent on the adderall. About halfway through the class period we were given a test. During the test is when I think I really realized the effects the adderall was having on me. The problems were extremely intriguing and very easy to focus on. I remember the test being quite easy and actually quite fun. Upon completion of the test I finally raised my head from the paper and took a look around me. I looked at the people's papers around me and saw that most of them weren't even halfway through the first page. I handed the test in and sat back down in my desk. The rest of the class period went by fairly quickly and before I knew it the bell rang and it was off to my next class, English.
9:45AM
I could definitely tell at this point that I was peaking on the initial dose XR releases. I remember we were filling out questions for a book we were reading and we could work with partners. While working with my partner on the assignment I remember feeling as though everyone else was taking forever to do the assignment and it annoyed the crap out of me. I kept getting ahead of my partner and he would keep asking me about the answer to a question I had just completed. I remember getting so annoyed with him that I ended up doing most of his assignment for him as well as my assignment. Something that also stuck out to me is how frustrating it was to write with a pencil on paper. I remember that no matter how fast I wrote I felt like I was still writing extremely slow. Everytime I would try to write a sentence the letters would look very sloppy and poorly written. Now I would also like to point out that, although I was getting frustrated and agitated, I was having a great time. I felt focused, alert and very, very social.
11:05AM
This is when lunch started. Lunch period is an hour long and you can choose to go to the lunchroom and eat or you can choose to go to a classroom to work. Of course, being under the influence of adderall I chose the latter. The entire hour I worked on assignments. Something that really stuck out to me was how much my attention span had seemed to increase. Usually when I work on homework I'll always check my phone or go on social media sites periodically while working. On adderall all I wanted to do was work. I had finished 8 assignments in 1 hour which otherwise would've taken me 2-3+ hours.
2:05AM
This is when I really started to feel the 2nd release dose of the XR kick in. My friend, whom I sat next to in this class period, had snorted about 30mg of XR about an hour prior. This excited me very much as at this point all I wanted to do was talk about how I was feeling. We had a work day that day and the entire hour all we did was talk. I remember feeling as though I could've wrote an essay or given a speech on any subject. It was easily one of my favorite drug experiences and I highly reccommend it to people considering taking adderall whether it be for recreational use or work related use.
After Thoughts
--------------
I would very much like to say that adderall really did have an impact on my social life and work ethic. I know that adderall is not meant to be a life changing drug and you're not meant to trip out on it but I would really like to say that, to anyone who has social anxiety, depression, trouble focusing or just problems being around people I very much reccommend you try adderall in a high dose at least once. It had never occured to me until I began talking to people while peaking on adderall but I realized afterwards that I really did struggle with social anxiety. For as long as I can remember I've never been truly comfortable talking to people, even close friends or relatives. When I was peaking on adderall all the anxiety vanished and it was no longer a challenge to come up with things to say or relate to what people were saying. It was actually extremely fun and I very much enjoyed it. For once in my life I felt a connection to people around me and I didn't really give a damn about whether what they thought about me was positive or negative. It was extremely liberating and I'm beginning to learn how to feel this way without needing to be under the influence of adderall. There's also a thought that occurred to me after the adderall had worn off. I thought about people who distance themselves from social contact and comfort themselves in keeping to themselves. I felt like I could relate to them because I knew what it was like to not want to talk to others. But I can truly say now that being social is much more enjoyable than closing yourself off from others. I can't stress it enough, I highly recommend adderall to anyone who struggles with social contact with others. Of course this doesn't mean you should rely on adderall to make you happy and social. Trip responsibly.
~Flow
