watermelon14
Bluelighter
WARNING: 400mg of Adderall is a VERY high dosek, extremely dangerous for almost any user. Please do not read this and consider this to be a dosage you should try. This user's reaction is not typical.
3:00pm: I take 15 adderall 15mg pills.
3:36pm: I take 10 more adderall 15mg pills (25 pills/375mg total, plus 35mg if you count the 20mg and 15mg pills I took this morning around 10am).
3:38pm: I listen to the "Jolene" cover by Miley Cyrus and it gets me really hyped up and all I wanna do is sing but the whole reason I took all the adderall was so that I would get off my ass finally and clean my room because it looks like a freaking tornado hit. I have extremely poor self-discipline skills so I've been unable to get myself to tidy up until now.
3:42pm: I do some jumping jacks to try to get myself in the zone since I've just been staring at my floor which is obscured by all the crap littered everywhere. This helps and I feel ready to tackle this giant mess.
9:36pm: I have been obsessively scrubbing my desk this entire time. I zone in on each and every tiny speck and scrub away at it until the desk is spotless. Although cleaning my desk was a part of what I wanted to do to get my room clean, I'm annoyed at myself for having wasted all this time on just scrubbing my desk.
9:45pm: I eat a portobello mushroom sandwich for dinner. I can hardly stomach the thing and after I'm done, I feel nauseous.
3:05am: I have been in a room-cleaning frenzy, but I think I'm just starting to come down.
4:17am: I'm finally finished cleaning. The adderall has worn off for the most part, except it's still present enough that I don't think I can sleep, even with an Ambien. But my body's exhausted from cleaning so I lay down to relax and calm down. I'm debating on whether to redose now so that I won't crash and be unable to stay awake during the day, or if I should just let it wear off and spend the day sleeping after I crash.
4:45am: I decide to take another 10 adderall 15mg pills (150mg total) because I was starting to feel a little bit sleepy and I didn't want to crash just yet.
5:03am: (This isn't really a part of the trip report, but just something I wanted to mention. Adderall always seems to really make a positive difference in my mood. Even if I don't take enough to get "high," even if I just take my prescribed dose, it seems like Adderall almost acts as a mood stabilizer for me in addition to boosting focus. I've been on antidepressants for years but none have made such a difference in my mood as Adderall. If I ever don't take my Adderall, it's extremely noticeable. My mood plummets and I'm left a sad, depressed, exhausted blob. While the mood-stabilizing effects might seem like a good thing since I've finally found something that will reliably boost my mood, I'm terrified that one day my doctor will decide to stop prescribing it and I'll have nothing to get me out of the depression. Either that or my body will adjust to my current dosage and I'll have to keep asking my doctor to increase the dosage until she won't anymore. If anyone has any comment/advice on this issue, I'd greatly appreciate it!)
I don't have any plans for the day today but I'm not expecting anything interesting enough to add to this trip report to happen, so I'll just end it right here. If anything interesting does happen to occur, I'll be sure to post an update. Thank you for reading

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