Smoky
Bluelight Crew
Good question! There are simple tests and very elaborate ones my psychiatrist gave me, but he wasn't a fan of diagnosing via dsm, or pathologizing to adhd diagnosis without looking at underlying issues.
Strattera helped me for a couple years. It knocked me out though for a couple weeks even on low doses before it worked at a therapeutic level. I was surprised how well it worked. It was like a heavy downer, until tolerated. Not everyone has that experience with it. I didn't have withdrawal much from it either as it's non addictive.
My symptoms similar to adhd were more lifestyle oriented, or casualty oriented, environmentally. For me a lot of therapy, and understanding of why I had these effects. I came to the realization that my adhd symptoms were actually just stored trauma from upbringing on top of substance abuse… Inability to not feel much for example, or talk too much … freeze up, obsess, be easily distracted … hyper vigilant, over concerned, under concerned and so on. Sometimes comatose in high stress situations, inability to focus. Depression/anxiety.. insomnia, boredom. Excitement about initiating new projects, with no follow through.
BP also can have that.
Traits of trauma, can mimic adhd. I once read that it may be a neurological side effect of exposures to a combination of lifestyles.
Even parts of the brain light up with adhd under stress that people with trauma survivors. Others, do have organic problems though. Maybe I do also.
Which is good though is I am an excellent multi tasker and have taken these types of jobs -- as I used to cope growing up by distracting myself from the household dysfunction by doing compulsive chores, games in my environment to cope, many projects simultaneously and being on alert for danger. Also learned to block my feelings a lot which led to obsessing frequently. I use to switch roles in the household to please others… like a chameleon. Adapting quickly under pressure. We moved a lot, no consistency. Lots of unpredictability. Writing too much
This is just what I have uncovered, the relation to trauma in developmental years/adhd and substance abuse. This is just me though, and is just a percent of the cases I'm sure…
Strattera helped me for a couple years. It knocked me out though for a couple weeks even on low doses before it worked at a therapeutic level. I was surprised how well it worked. It was like a heavy downer, until tolerated. Not everyone has that experience with it. I didn't have withdrawal much from it either as it's non addictive.
My symptoms similar to adhd were more lifestyle oriented, or casualty oriented, environmentally. For me a lot of therapy, and understanding of why I had these effects. I came to the realization that my adhd symptoms were actually just stored trauma from upbringing on top of substance abuse… Inability to not feel much for example, or talk too much … freeze up, obsess, be easily distracted … hyper vigilant, over concerned, under concerned and so on. Sometimes comatose in high stress situations, inability to focus. Depression/anxiety.. insomnia, boredom. Excitement about initiating new projects, with no follow through.
BP also can have that.
Traits of trauma, can mimic adhd. I once read that it may be a neurological side effect of exposures to a combination of lifestyles.
Even parts of the brain light up with adhd under stress that people with trauma survivors. Others, do have organic problems though. Maybe I do also.
Which is good though is I am an excellent multi tasker and have taken these types of jobs -- as I used to cope growing up by distracting myself from the household dysfunction by doing compulsive chores, games in my environment to cope, many projects simultaneously and being on alert for danger. Also learned to block my feelings a lot which led to obsessing frequently. I use to switch roles in the household to please others… like a chameleon. Adapting quickly under pressure. We moved a lot, no consistency. Lots of unpredictability. Writing too much

This is just what I have uncovered, the relation to trauma in developmental years/adhd and substance abuse. This is just me though, and is just a percent of the cases I'm sure…
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