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Greenlighter
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It was June 6th my 17 birthday so my friend wanted to celebrate and instead of drinking like usual he decided to take it to the next level. So he tells me about this drug, acid, he didnt tell me much he just said that if i used it too much there was a possibilty i could go nuts. So i was like "Oh okay, Im safe". It was a sunny day, it was 5Pm and we went to buy the acid. We bought 2 hits one for me and one for him, we took them at like 5:30. I really didnt know shit about this drug, i knew alot about weed and coke but never tried psychedelic hallucinogen. It was like 6:20pm and me and him were complaining about how we wasted our money how it didnt hit, that it was shit we shouldve bought coke and weed. blah blah blah blah 7pm hit and we were on the side of a lake preparing some weed with like 6 friends that obviously didnt know we had done acid. So they leave to buy ciggars and Me and him stay. And were just talking and all of the sudden we start laughing with no control like everything in my body was starting to hurt because i was laughing to much. This lasted for about 20 minutes and after that and just smoked pot twice. Two hits nothing special. So he says "Do you feel it?" And im all like "Fuck yeah".
My mind just got enlightened i couldnt stop talking i thought i knew everything i started thinking why we were here and all of that crazy shit you guys know. So it was like 10pm and I told my friend i wanted to go to the forest and get lost but he said he wanted to keep this acid experience normal and he said, i totally remember "Because if we go in there we may never come back" I didnt understand this at first but i was going to the next day. It was 11pm we were still talking crazy untill he says "lets prepare some more weed" so we start. Me made like four joints, three for all the other friends and one for me and him. So we took some serious hits and seconds after doing the last hit i start feeling something on my left side of the brain. Suddenly everything starts shaking BUT only on my left eye, like if i closed my left eye everything was normal. I start watching everyone with my right eye closed, it was cool as fuck. Everything was red and blue and it moved. But then they start making ugly faces to make go into a bad trip on "pot" because thats what they thought i was doing lol. So there faces turn like into aliens and i start fucking running and running, never stopped, well atleast thats what i thought i just ran some freaking meters untill my other acid friend stopped me. He said "Chill bro everything is okay". I knew something wasnt right so i started to panic but i kept it to myself. It was 1Am and me and my friend decided to go "home" thats what we told our other friends. We went to take a walk and talk crazy shit. We were talking about EVERYTHING about ufos, God, our lifes, why we were here i mean it everything. We didnt stop walking untill like 2Am when we decided to go home. When i got home i went directly to sleep lmao, i get into bed and try to sleep for like an hour. So i freaked out and started investigating and i read that if you did acid you wouldnt sleep for the whole day so i didnt know what to do. I went for a walk and the police made me go to my house again. So i didnt know what the fuck to do, i was starting to get pissed, i was looking for a way out, i was like "Why did you do this fucker, you shouldve smoked only pot" and the only way out i found was suicide. I had tons of alcohol, all the pills i could find and if that wasnt enough i had a fucking rope.
Soon my friend appeared, thank you God
and he was like i cant sleep and shit and we started laughing. We went for a walk and talked about what happened in the two hours we were apart. He said he was talking to a wall and wanted to kill himself too. It was like 5am when i calmed down with ciggars and decide to try and sleep again. This time i did sleep untill 6AM! BECAUSE I HAD FUCKING WORK. In work i was going nuts. Thank God i was working with my dad at that time so i told him i drank some beers last night and i wanted to go to sleep so i did. I didnt gave a fuck and just sleep on the floor lol. I felt like crap and i was like "Ahh no problem it will go away tomorrow" two fucking weeks passed and i was crazy. I couldnt sleep i didnt eat i only drank water. I never stopped thinking, it wasnt depression, nor anxiety it was dementia. I read alot of posts here in bluelight to figure out what was happening to me and one that caught my attetion was this one http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/threads/555301-LSD-fucked-me-I-can-t-take-it-anymore Mrdocat experience. I had the exact same feelings he did but it seems he didnt get over with them. Do you wanna know whats the cure? I quitted job, told my parents everything and the most fucking important thing is to FORGET ABOUT IT and of course time lol. Every day i woke up and told me self. Still no improvement im still crazy. Untill i discovered the less i thought about it the better i felt. So i was crazy for about two months and one day i woke up from my 4am-6am sleep lol and said fuck it im getting better. I never thought about what i did i just lived life. Of course it was hard at the beggining but with time every day i thought less of it. I read books untill 5am because i couldnt sleep i always took my mind somewhere else because if i wasnt doing something it started in seconds i started thinking Why? Why did you take it?
Now im okay if i think about it nothing happens i just laugh, I smoked weed every day like up to 30hits per day, did coke once every two days and now I dont do shit and my life is way much better. Think about it. All the stupid fucks that did lsd take this in consideration. And when you get better please for the love of God and your family dont just go back into drugs and dont just think of me like omg another anti drugs motherfucker, fuck him and close this thread, think about it and if anything happens to you you will remember me. They will leave nothing for you, just dementia. They will take all your time, money and most importantly your life. So if you value your person and your life dont do drugs.
My mind just got enlightened i couldnt stop talking i thought i knew everything i started thinking why we were here and all of that crazy shit you guys know. So it was like 10pm and I told my friend i wanted to go to the forest and get lost but he said he wanted to keep this acid experience normal and he said, i totally remember "Because if we go in there we may never come back" I didnt understand this at first but i was going to the next day. It was 11pm we were still talking crazy untill he says "lets prepare some more weed" so we start. Me made like four joints, three for all the other friends and one for me and him. So we took some serious hits and seconds after doing the last hit i start feeling something on my left side of the brain. Suddenly everything starts shaking BUT only on my left eye, like if i closed my left eye everything was normal. I start watching everyone with my right eye closed, it was cool as fuck. Everything was red and blue and it moved. But then they start making ugly faces to make go into a bad trip on "pot" because thats what they thought i was doing lol. So there faces turn like into aliens and i start fucking running and running, never stopped, well atleast thats what i thought i just ran some freaking meters untill my other acid friend stopped me. He said "Chill bro everything is okay". I knew something wasnt right so i started to panic but i kept it to myself. It was 1Am and me and my friend decided to go "home" thats what we told our other friends. We went to take a walk and talk crazy shit. We were talking about EVERYTHING about ufos, God, our lifes, why we were here i mean it everything. We didnt stop walking untill like 2Am when we decided to go home. When i got home i went directly to sleep lmao, i get into bed and try to sleep for like an hour. So i freaked out and started investigating and i read that if you did acid you wouldnt sleep for the whole day so i didnt know what to do. I went for a walk and the police made me go to my house again. So i didnt know what the fuck to do, i was starting to get pissed, i was looking for a way out, i was like "Why did you do this fucker, you shouldve smoked only pot" and the only way out i found was suicide. I had tons of alcohol, all the pills i could find and if that wasnt enough i had a fucking rope.
Soon my friend appeared, thank you God
and he was like i cant sleep and shit and we started laughing. We went for a walk and talked about what happened in the two hours we were apart. He said he was talking to a wall and wanted to kill himself too. It was like 5am when i calmed down with ciggars and decide to try and sleep again. This time i did sleep untill 6AM! BECAUSE I HAD FUCKING WORK. In work i was going nuts. Thank God i was working with my dad at that time so i told him i drank some beers last night and i wanted to go to sleep so i did. I didnt gave a fuck and just sleep on the floor lol. I felt like crap and i was like "Ahh no problem it will go away tomorrow" two fucking weeks passed and i was crazy. I couldnt sleep i didnt eat i only drank water. I never stopped thinking, it wasnt depression, nor anxiety it was dementia. I read alot of posts here in bluelight to figure out what was happening to me and one that caught my attetion was this one http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/threads/555301-LSD-fucked-me-I-can-t-take-it-anymore Mrdocat experience. I had the exact same feelings he did but it seems he didnt get over with them. Do you wanna know whats the cure? I quitted job, told my parents everything and the most fucking important thing is to FORGET ABOUT IT and of course time lol. Every day i woke up and told me self. Still no improvement im still crazy. Untill i discovered the less i thought about it the better i felt. So i was crazy for about two months and one day i woke up from my 4am-6am sleep lol and said fuck it im getting better. I never thought about what i did i just lived life. Of course it was hard at the beggining but with time every day i thought less of it. I read books untill 5am because i couldnt sleep i always took my mind somewhere else because if i wasnt doing something it started in seconds i started thinking Why? Why did you take it? Now im okay if i think about it nothing happens i just laugh, I smoked weed every day like up to 30hits per day, did coke once every two days and now I dont do shit and my life is way much better. Think about it. All the stupid fucks that did lsd take this in consideration. And when you get better please for the love of God and your family dont just go back into drugs and dont just think of me like omg another anti drugs motherfucker, fuck him and close this thread, think about it and if anything happens to you you will remember me. They will leave nothing for you, just dementia. They will take all your time, money and most importantly your life. So if you value your person and your life dont do drugs
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